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Monday, May 31, 2010

F.I.N.A.L.L.Y~

fullmetal alchemist:brotherhoodt..
this anime or manga that i love most....huhu..this story quiet touch my heart this is because the story showed the value of good brother(edward elric) a.k.a 'aniki' should have. he always keeps his promise to his little brother(alphonse elric) a.k.a 'otouto'...other than that, edward love his brother more than his life..he sacrifice his alchemy just for his little brother in order bring his brother's body and soul back to the world...after he finally brought back alphonse he lose his ability to the alchemy...whatever it is..he never give up for his life..edward and alphonse work harder in order to contribute to their people...they further their knowledge as the world is really wide and we as human we should find all the knowledge as much as we could and contribute to the people for goodness not for taking advantages from their weaknesses..huhu...
as for me,my result for second semester kinda bad..huhu...so, i should follow what edward and alphonse had showed me the positive action that i should take to be as an engineer in the future..
ZEETAI AKIRAMINAIDE~

Should i accept??

assalamualaikum..konnichiwa..guten tag~~

today's i got a request from someone that i knew for so long..actually this person i just deleted him from friend list in FB account...because this person should carrying on with his life and so am i..
it has been long we haven't contacted each other...and not even say a 'hi' to me..and then expect me to say hi to that person first?HELL NO!!!
why am i the only one who always the first to start the conversation...me too have a PRIDE ok??
and later told me that i'm being too emotional??me EMOTIONAL??haha..may be and may be not..if he cares about me as his FRIEND..he should KNOW BETTER!!and added me as his friend sooner not today??OMO!!and he said to my deary friend Amoi :"nad merajuk"..
so what??why now???why not a day after i got removed him and he do nothing..nmpak sgt la yg die xksah..so...ak kisah ap??

somebody out there..should i accept him??or just ignore him..huhu....
actually i love all my friends whether boys or girls..as long as they really 'ikhlas' to be friend with me and it's fine for me then..and they should not ignore!!

ottokhae!!!

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

~~S.A.K.I.T~~

sakit??
sakit ini bukan sakit yg boley diubati dgn ubat kt mne2 klinik..kalo doktor sakit mende ni ppwn x ley nk rawat cmne..
xkan la "operate la dada.x-ray la hati".mati la org tu..tp..die kate hati kn jantung...haha...tu la yg ak plik kalo bhsa melayu kate hati tu mcm heart(english)..but hati in english plak liver..huhu..cmne tu..x ke jauh tu..huhu..ap2 la..bab2 ni mmg ak serahkan pd budak2 yg amik medicine jer..dh xde kene mengena dlm hidup ak lg dh..huhu..

ok back to our topic about S.A.K.I.T.
ntah la..may be ak ni cpat bajet la..huhu...bahaya tol la ak ni...pastu last2 ak yg keciwa nnt..
mcm yg ak tulis kt blog sblm ni about mamat library tu..ntah2 die syok ngan kwn ak tu...bley jer jd...nk tackle kwn ak tu..pastu, ak plak bajet..x kew bodoh name nye tu..
huhuhu...sengal tol la..benci2!!!! i hate with myself...huhu..it's really hurting me so much...

mule2 ak ske ngan A**:
>start mse lpas spm..at 1st ingt cm mmber biase la..kdg2 ter'ske gak la..but ak try la anggap biase jer...ak ni kt skool men ni jrg giler dpt borak kaw ngan bdak laki...tu pown biase2 jer anggap cm be professional..psl study kew ap kew..sbb kalo blik bermalam dl pon ak lpak kt umah
so ak takot la nk pk lebey2..kdg2 tu rse gak perasaan care kt die tu...tp.bile pk blik..die member ak la..xkan la nk ad perasaan cmtu kan??so ak pon tahan la diri ni drpd pk mcm tu..but bile die dh brape bln die msuk I$%^# wat preparation...die cm berubah ckit la..huhu..
tau2 pndek kan cer ni die dh ad awek..yg ak marah sbb die x nk share ngan ak yg die dh ad awek..huhu..cer jer la..pastu ak cm keciwa ckit la..huhu tau2 kt sne lg menyepi...i hope we're still friend no matter how many times you broke my heart...frinds 4 eva!!

2nd case:B**
jumpe mse matrix....

3rd case:C**
nk knal kt u la..classmate..ak ni x ley nk bezakan antr layanan seorg kwn atau lbey dr kwn..huhu..sbb tu la ak dikeciwakan skali lg..d problem is die mmula gtau yg die xde awek2 ni..so i kinda believe la ckit..
but then still curiga lg..huhu...one day we were msg n mse tu tgh exam..ak tried korek cerita yg die tu blom ad atau dh ad..last2 die ngaku yg dh ad..
ok..
keciwa gak la..nk wat cmne ak ni BUTA..ever since then ak anggap die mcm kwn jer....classmate jer..x lbey...ak nk jd professional...

tu la yg sakit nye...

yg br2 ni..ad org nk kwn..
ak accept la nk jd kwn kt FB..br knal brape hari tetibe ckp "awk ni cute la","miss u awk" and "awk x ske sye kew?"
and i was like HELL!!wat's wrong with this guy??
and after that it was really hard for me to believe guy..huhu..and i always remember my mum told me"berkawan ngan laki bley tp berpada2" and my first priority is my study coz i'm going to be an engineer in the future..i me an in few years coming..heheehe..cm x caye jer jd engineer..haha never thought aboout being an engineer....and i have to learn on how to solve a small problem like this..before i'm going to solve another big problem...

as the conclusion..ak x ley nk sakit..ak kene kuat luaran and dlman(heart)...
and i have to show them that i'm strong enough all the circumstances..ceh..poyos seyh ayat ak...hihi...anyway..ok la...akhir skali ak nk ckp ak:AKU SAYANG SEMUA KWN AK X KSAH ANDA MEMBACA NYE ATAU TIDAK..BG KU KAMU SEMUA SAUDARA SEAGAMA DGN AK..DAN X PERLU AKN BERASA SAKIT NGAN ANDA SEMUA...

AISHTEIMASU!!SARANGHAE!!ICH LIEBE DICH~~
JA~
TCHUSS~
WASSALAM~

Monday, May 24, 2010

my second achievement...

ceh2..poyos btol ak ni..hihi..
finally ..berjaya gak tmbah lg satu gadget utk blog ak ni..hehe...ak rse slogan gpms wat tu mmg tol la..
"BELAJAR TERUS BELAJAR"..
bajet mcm jd ahli gpms yg sejati la ni...hahaha..kalo org tnye 4 sedar for sure ak ingt lpe2...huhu..trok tol ak..
bg ak kalo ingt 4 sedar tu sure ko akn gile2 study..huhu...lenkali ak post la 4 sedar tu kt ak nye blog and on my desktop lappy ak..
so everytime ak on ak nye lappy tu xde la ak akn wat bende lagha..ingt nk siapkan keje n study jer..
huhu..next time x ley nk main2 lg..subject pown makin mencabar..huhu..ganbare polaris-san!!!
zettai akiraminaide!!fighting!!

Shrek 4 The Final Chapter Official Movie Trailer

i know is kinda to late for me to put on my blog..hahaha..hell do i care..hahaha...mind your language polaris..hihi...ok..here it is..the actually story that i want to share..
hehe..this coming june me and my BF are going on a 'date'..hahahaha.and we're going to watch
SHREK..hahaha..i love to watch SHREk..not just because the shrek and fiona but also the donkey and the puss...
this time, the puss become very fluffy and even cute...hahaha..i can't imagine when he tried to do his cute little eye is still working even he is in fluffy form..hahaha..3 star for puss..hahaha....
most of friends told me that this time..the shrek won't let you down..mean your money doesn't waste like any other sequals movies had done..hehehe...what ever it is..SHREK MOVIE is THE BEST!!!hahaha....
i just can't wait to watch with my dear friend..
this is my first time go out with her after i finished my high school hihi.....
so here i put together the link from shrek's trailer:

Saturday, May 22, 2010

the search

assalamualaikum..konnichiwa..guten tag..
hehehe..a day before yesterday i tied to search a person that i really wanna know his name..this is because during my matriculation i always seen this guy...during my first semester i matrix m and my friend,juliana usually go to the library during night...one day, there was a group came to library and they sat near to our table.at first i just ignored them..but then,they kinda don't understand that when u get into the library we shouldn't make any noise right??
but these guys...hampeh...
the next day,they came again to the library....sometime ,this guy sat next to my table and sometimes he sat far from my table..but still i just ignored..one night..i told jue about this guy..
one night, he came to the library alone....and sat next to my table and opposite which he can see my face...jue put a nickname on that guy as 'alanto'..when jue wanted to go koop with her friend she said to me,"ko borak la ngan alanto ko ni"..i said "xnk la..ak nk fokus blajr la..x nk pikir2 psl mende2 cmni"..ever since then that guy never showed up to the library during night...it really makes me wonder..why he didn't come to the library again..i feel regret also..hihi..(gatal tol ak ni..)i also asked my friends opinions why that guy acted like that..most of the opinions told me that maybe that had a crushed with me..but when i thought back..maybe he had a crushed with jue...but jue didn't mention any word that might he pull back his action..i don't know...till now it become a question for me and where do i gonna find the answer..huhuhu....(dramatic la plak..hahaha..)
i really don't know his name but i really wanna know his name..but at the end of my studies in matriculation i didn't know his name..
finally..yesterday after my searching to find that guy in any of my friend list i found him..!!!omedeto to my self..hihi...i can't put his name here....too afraid...
why am i too curious to find this guy??maybe simply because his appearance look like my big bro..and not like a matsujun..just a normal malay guy..
why did i say he look like my big bro..coz..he love to play rugby..hihi...my big bro like rugby during his MRSM in kulim...and plus this guy also from MRSM...hihi..
hope maybe one day i might find out the answer..INSYA ALLAH...(^^)

Friday, May 21, 2010

Complicated Girl Blogger Template

Complicated Girl Blogger Template
yatta!!finally i manage to change blogger template...hahaha..btol la org kate kalo kite x mencube kte x kan tau..finally i managed to settle my beautiful blogger template..
kire cun gak la ni..hehehe....whatever it is i'm satisfied with my job right now..hahaha....(^^)V

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

K.A.K~T.I




assalamualaikum..kombanwa...guten abend...
i just hate 'kak ti'..it's not people's name..i used this name when i met a mouse..i just hate it..coz it too big...this moussie is ain't cute...this moussie i always see it in my kampung(granfather's house).but the size is smaller compared with i saw today..huhuhu...i think even the cats might scared to capture this creature..huhuhu...(T.T)..
i really want to blame to the people who live in neighbourhood..coz their management in handling the garbages..imagine..ada ke patut tempat letak tong sampah tu kat kwsn terbuka dan tong tu senang la nk karat last2 tong tu bocor..
dgn tmpat nye bukan tertutup,sennag la 'kakti2' tu nk cri mkann.plus their sizes getting bigger in time to time..seriously..
ak tnye gak kt parents ak..are they talking about this matter during the AGM...they said they did discussing about..but all i see is nothing..in managing the pest pown kate xde peruntukan..
xkan la smpai ad kes penyakit kencing tikus tu br nk ambik action...x abes nk spending duit tu ngan baju n makanan...tu yg x abes2..pastu ngan cabutan bertuah nk dptkan hamper..
ak geram tol la..
in the future, if my dad talk about the meeting is going to be held again..i'll talk with my dad again to mention about this..
idon't care...
sometimes, ak malu gak nk bawa mmber ak mai umah ak ngan ad sampah dilonggokkan dlm tong sampah yg dh bocor tu kt depan..amik pown brape kali la sangat..pastu..the lori sampah ni selalu sangat bocor ngan air sampah menjejes..it's totally gross..seriously shit!!huhuhu..
that's why i plan that in the future..i would like to design a lorry which green to our environment and ale to provide power supply n sell them..ssh2 ak bukak business like alam flora..ak nk make sure after used the lorry, they must wash them...macam ak tgk dlm dirty jobs kt discovery channel..org2 tu bekerja siap basuh kan alat yg mereka gunakan untuk mengelakkan pest(kakti2)ni mai..huhuhu..i wish kt m'sia pown mcm tu..
btol la mcm sensei ak ckp...buat mende2 sume nk gah..tp..bab kebersihan mmg amat menyedihkan..walaupon la negara maju kt jpon kalo diorg 'melabur' kat tandas x cebok lpas 'melabur' mcm kte kt cni plus their toilet far more canggih drp m'sia as their x gne paip getah cm kte(itu ak kes skit la..sbb payah nk cebok nnti..).but at least, diorg tau nk handaling the garbages tu mcm mne..
that's what i respect about them.it doesn't mean i don't respect m'sia...but the attitude is really important that makes me realize how important it is..huhuhu...
as the conclusion you all just pandai2 la fikir2 kan n renung2kan...
that's all from me...i only hope,have a faith and pray to Him...

Friday, May 14, 2010

renungan..


kali ni ak nk tulis melayu..kalo tulis english kan tergeliat ak nk mentaip n puas satu dictionary ak nk cri perkataan nya....

kali ni ak nk open reminder untuk diri ak sendiri yg sering kali khilaf ngan dunia n terikut-ikutkan sangat akn nafsu ini...semua manusia di dunia ini melakukan kesilapan..termasuk juga diri ku ini...
ak cbe utk menjadi muslimah sejati sepertimana pemerhatian ak kpada pelajar muslimah di U ku di shah alam...ad sebilangan yg mengenakan busana muslimah yang mengikut syarak..dan ad sebilangannya lagi tidak menepati..ak pula...phm saja la...musti la dlm kalangan yg tidak mematuhi syarak nya..(T.T)..ak cbe berubah utk menjadi yang lebih baik...insya Allah..(amin)..

selain drpd itu, wlaupown di luar ak mengenakan bertudung..tp di dlm hanya Allah shj yg mengetahui nya...apkah mslh yg ku hadapi ini...hal ini kerana, perbuatan ku ini mungkin setiap wanita muslim tidak sepatutnye melakukannya..ak cbe berhenti drpdmelakukannya..tp,ak tidak mmpu menahannye..kadang-kandang ak rsekan bhwa diriku ini sgt bodoh kerana melakukan perkara itu..kerana ak pasti akn merasa menyesal setelah melakukan perbuatan tersebut..tp..pada masa akn dtg ak melakukan perbuatan tersebut lagi dan menyesali akn perbuatan tersebut....kamu yg membaca musti akn mengatakan ak ni BODOH KAN??..ya mmg ak bodoh kerana terlalu mengikutkan hawa nafsu dan pujukan iblis...

dengan ini,inginku memgingatkan diri ku untuk menyatakan sesuatu disini agar mengaingatkan diri ku yang sering khilaf dlm pujuk rayu syaitan dan hawa nafsu in:
>mulai saat ini,ak hanya akn membuka laman youtube hanya utk mencari lagu dan drama jpon
n korea shaja dan tidak lbih drpada itu..
>ak tidak akn berada di bilik seorg diri tanpa melakukan sesuatu perkerjaan yang mdtgkan kebaikan ke atas diriku ini.
>sentiasa berfikiran positive bhwa ak tidak akn mengulangi perbuatan itu lagi..ak pasti
BOLEH!!
AKHIR SKALI GANBATTE KUDASAI NADZEERAH-SAN!!!!

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

heart n it's hurting..








everytime open i open one of FB page...my heart is really hurting is like someone is slicing your heart and squeeze some lime on your wound..huhuhuhu..that's really hurt i guess...hahaha..

i already told that person that i had crushed on him and in fact i accept that he already met a girl that he likes..but i ried not to open his page..but i can't dunno why..
maybe i just can't forget about it...that can't be..
maybe one of my pen pal told me that i be longing for some to open up my treasure chest..but i couldn't find someone..because i'm so afraid that i got crushed with the wrong person means he's unavailable anymore..huhuhu...sometimes i hate with myself.i hate it because i don't get any hance to be loved by someone and love to somebody..

The song of a little bird
The joy in three little words
I know it's real
That's how it feels
To be loved by you
The stars from a midnight sky
The melody from a lullaby
There's nothing real
That I wouldn't steal
To be loved by you

[Chorus]
To be loved by you
If everybody knows
It's only 'cause it shows

A smile to put you on a high
A kiss that sets your soul alight
Would it be all right if I spent tonight
Being loved by you

[Chorus]

Your love is released
And you move me with ease
And you rescue me time after time
Oh Oh you give your all
And you take it all in your stride

Oh with all the power of a symphony
That's how my heart beats when you're holding me
I can't conceal, this is how it feels
To be loved by you
Oh yeah, to be loved by you
If everybody knows, it's only 'cause it shows
Because I take your love, Everywhere I go

I know what it is I need, it's clear as a shallow stream
It's as it seems, my only dreams
To be loved by you

but i think i feel like i'm ungrateful with Allah..Astagfirullahalazim...(sigh)...this because i forget about Him who always be there for me no matter how far i am lost...and i also forget about my dearest family and friends that i have.they always be by my side when i fall sick and also giving their support in my studies...
i remembered one of the drama that i watched it said: if you want to be loved by someone..you first have to love that person..(if i'm not mistaken..hihihi...sorry..)
whatever it is..my responsibilities in this age:
>i have to give my full concentration on my studies-engineer-to-be
>try to perfom solat sunat-to strengthen rohaniah and my relationship to my dear god,Allah..
>try to become a good daughter.
just now i listened to one of the Backstreet Boys sond title:Safest Place To Hide
Yeah, yeah
It seems like yesterday when I said "I do"
And after all this time my heart still burns for you
If you don't know by now that you're my only one
Take a look inside me and watch my heartstrings come undone

I know I promised you forever
Is there no stronger word I can use
To reassure you when the storm is raging outside
You're my safest place to hide

Can you see me, here I am
I need you like I needed you then
When I feel like giving up
I climb inside your heart I still find
You're my safest place to hide

You see colors no one else can see
In every breath you hear a symphony
You understand me like nobody can
I feel like my soul unfolding like a flower blooming

When this whole world gets too crazy
And there's nowhere left to go
I know you give me sanctuary
You're the only truth I know
You're the road back home

Can you see me, here I am
Standing here where I've always been
And when words are not enough
I climb inside your heart I'd still find
You're my safest place to hide
My safest place to hide

I know I promised you forever
There's no stronger word I can use
To reassure you when the storm is raging outside
You're my safest place to hide

Oh! Can you see me, here I am
Standing here where I've always been
When I feel like giving up
I climb inside your heart I'd still find
Yeah, yeah
You're my safest place to hide, oh yeah
You're my safest place to hide

but for me..my safest place to hide is Him...He always protect us from anything that can harm Us...
Even though He test on us..to show Him whether His slaves had a really strong faith toward Him...
so i guess what happen to me just now is..i have to Believe in Him and let Allah decide it..what we have to do is pray to Him...that one day i will meet someone to be loved and guide me to Allah's Jannah..amin...

that 's all from me Hope Faith and Pray..

Sunday, May 9, 2010

it's holiday!!!!!

hurray!!!
hurray!!!
during this holiday i want to spend my time few dramas from Korea and Japan..hahahahahhaha....
ii desu ne....so here there are few dramas that i would like to watch them;
>cinderella's sister

video
>personal taste:lee min hoo..
>samurai high school:Miura Hamura,Shirota Yu..

but among these drama...so far, i love to watch the cinderella's sister..this drama make me cry a lots...hahahaha(T.T)...other than that, i love the main character of this drama..she's the one that made me cry..huhuhuhu..
one of the OST in CS is'It Has To Be You' sung by Yesung from Super Junior...this song really touch my heart.. i wish that someone would say to me like Yesung sing in that song..huhuhhuh..so these are the lyrics and the translation:

oneuldo nae gieogeul ttarahemaeda
i gil kkeuteseo seoseongineun na
dasin bol sudo eomneun niga nareul butjaba
naneun tto i gireul mutneunda
neol bogo sipdago
tto ango sipdago
jeo haneulbomyeo gidohaneun nal
niga animyeon andwae
neo eobsin nan andwae
na ireoke haru handareul tto illyeoneul
na apado joha
nae mam dachyeodo joha nan
geurae nan neo hanaman saranghanikka
na du beon dasineun
bonael su eopdago
na neoreul itgo salsun eopdago
niga animyeon andwae
neo eobsin nan andwae
na ireoke haru handareul tto illyeoneul
na apado joha
nae mam dachyeodo joha nan
geurae nan neo hanaman saranghanikka
nae meongdeun gaseumi
neol chajaorago
sorichyeo bureunda
neon eodinneungeoni
naui moksori deulliji annni
naegeneun
na dasi sarado
myeot beoneul taeeonado
harudo niga eobsi sal su eomneun na
naega jikyeojul saram
naega saranghal saram nan
geurae nan neo hanamyeon chungbunhanikka
neo hanaman saranghanikka
cr : Korean and Romanization shared by luv@soompi

TRANSLATION


Today, i wander in my memory
I’m pasing around on the end of this way
You’re still holding me tightly, even though i can’t see you any more
I’m losing my way again
I’m praying to the sky i want see you and hold you more
that i want to see you and hold you more
It can’t be if it’s not you
i can’t be without you
it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this
it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts
yes because i’m just in love with you
i cannot send you away one more time
i can’t live without you
it can’t be if it’s not you
i can’t be without you
it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this
it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts
yes because i’m just in love with you
my bruised heart
is screaming to me to find you
where are you?
can’t you hear my voice?
to me…
if i live my life again
if i’m born over and over again
i can’t live without you for a day
You’re the one i will keep
you’re the one i will love
i’m…yes because i’m happy enough if i could be with you

so???
huhuhu..you like that??
hope you'll like it...(^^)V
i think that's all for today....

my first greeting~


assalamualaikum..konnichiwa...guten tag..
this is my first time writing on blog...so it's kinda awkward for me freely writing especially in expressing about myself and to be shared with other people that i know closely..
usually i prefer to talk or share my daily activities or my secrets with my diary and my friends..but since my deary BF will be further her studying in abroad and its hard for me to share all my happiness and sadness with her due to the different time zone..hihi..so may be by using this medium i may able to let her know everything that she would wanna know from me...
that's not the only reason that i'm involving writing in this blog, i also wanna share some new knowledge,new experiences(love n friendship) and new languages...i love to learn foreign languages..so far I've learnt Deutsch,Arabic and Japanese..i really enjoy learned them...and i may use some vocabs from these languages..so don't be shock!!(^^)V
i'm hoping that i may able to share my experiences with you and guide you.my experience also will lead me to choose a right pathway to get me nearer to Allah..coz i have faith in Him and i'll pray to be place me in His jannah..Insya Allah...Amin...
That's all from me..Hope, Faith and Pray...
wassalam...