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Saturday, December 29, 2012

part 2

finally the proposal berjaya dihantar oleh colleague design project....
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
감저 합니 다
ありがとうございました!!!

eventhough our marks will be deducted 5 marks..nak wat cmne...huhu...
daripada x terima langsung kan...huhuhu...
nnt bile presentation kte wat yang terbaik...

nnt kte same2 wat mock presentation after last paper....fighting till the end brother and sisters!!!

here, i would like to apologize for any mistakes that i've done during our DP1...i'll try to give my best in the future..so that, all of us can get a better grade..insya Allah...:)
(paling krg pun A-)..huhu...(aim kene tinggi..:))

tapi, perjuangan kte x kan berhenti setakat proposal ni...lpas abes hantr finalize report nnt kte akan terus dengan project ni...huhu...(like what madam told us,right?)

boleh fokus kepada final exam yea rakan2...:)

Friday, December 28, 2012

part 1

alhamdulillah...just finished editing my design project that need to be submitted this friday...i mean TODAY!!!

i also wanted to share to whoever reading my blog that i had presented my research project...i just presented in front of my SV..luckily not in front other panel..:)

my supervisor gave me a good advice in the way presenting the presentation...she told me that i need to talk slowly and not too rush eventhough you have a lots of idea to present to the panels... (is that one of the scarcasms???LOL)..just look at the bright sight kan??

when i remembered back..yes i have a kind of problem to speak fast...hahaha..even to my friends....just habit..which is i need to change...(that was one of recommendation that my supervisor told me...)

yeah....i have to CHANGE!!!

insya Allah on 19th January i will present for the Design Project..please wish me and my colleague can do well for our proposal presentation...may Allah bless to those who pray for our success...
thank you so much!!!


Sunday, December 23, 2012

UNWELL

aku rasa diri aku x sihat la....
luaran mungkin nampak sihat...tp, hati??minda aku???
hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui...

penat??
mungkin...
ubat???
ntah la...dulu ada sekejap..skunk menghilang dan mendiamkan diri....
at least, kalo teman borak..ok gak..xde la stress sgt macam skunk..

I REALLY WANNA TALK WITH SOMEONE WHO SO DEARLY.....
parents??family??onii-chan??

sume dh buat...apa lagi??!!!

conclusion: SAYA X SIHAT....!!!!!

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

KIPAS SSH MATI....

sepertimana yang dijanjikan sebelum ni aku kepada salah seorang rakanku, akan ku update post blogku ini berkaitan dengan 'FANGIRLING' ku...hihi....

most of my friends really know well about my fangirling~

B
to the
I
to the
G

BANG!!!


I know some of you might think "apa la minat ngan mamat korea yang nampak macam pompuan ni???"
yeah i know...but WHATEVER...i don't care how they look, dress-up like girl(wearing earing/rings/eyeliner and etc.)

just because i'm enjoy listening and love their songs. really make me wanna do some dance.even though i'm not really a good in dance...just a bit shake i guess..ahaks...:P
some of their songs really help me in overcome my heartbroken such as BLUE...:)
thanks BB

last saturday on 27th Oct 2012, Big Bang held their concert in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia..
the waiting had been paid of after being their 'Kipas Susah Mati' for 4 years...i prefer to use 'Kipas Susah Mati' instead of VIPs as i'm not so really a fans that take a very detail about them...hahaha...like i told you before i just love the music (hip hop, R&B, and etc.) that their blend  in their songs..really creative not so irritating like other artist blend the musics in their songs. i give you an example like a techno. other artist use this kind of music from my opinion it's really irritate my ears to listen them but compared to BB's.u can listen by yourself from their last two album: 4th album and alive album. 

to tell you truth, comparing their old album and their present album...i prefer their old albums..really show the core of hip hop in their songs.sebab, kemunculan awal mereka, mereka diperkenalkan dengan lagu2 berunsurkan hip hop.tengok sahajalah pakaian mereka or maybe because they wanted to show to their fans that they are all grown-up...i guess...:)

okay, x nak tulis panjang2..
here are few fancam that taken my friend.she's one of the VIPs so called T.O.P's wifey...LOL...
it's just a joke,VIPs...hihi..
  happy enjoy..credit to my deary friend Puterk90


much clearer than my fancam...:P

ni plak encore:

pengalaman:
-1st time g concert and it will be the last concert that i will attend..because i have made promise to my mum.

-pagi tu jumpe VIPs daripada BP on the way nak g KL..naik bus same..n then, tanye diorg 'are you guys going to BB's concert??'..and they said 'yes'. i replied 'me too..:)'..

-the rain started at 7.30pm and ended 8.20pm right before the concert started...the rain quiet heavy at first. i thought they are going to postpone until the rain settle down..even my glasses started to fog and blur...hahaha...

-sesak giler nak mampus!!!rase nak pitam.

- nak gerak2 ikut beat die x boleh..huhu..ingt kan boleh la follow tutorial dance yang seungri tunjukkan tu...ala2 mcm ayumi hamasaki nyer konsert...huhu..

-dapat tengok mata daesung secara dekat...yuhoooo!!!!selama ni tgk dalam 'Family Outing' jer...:).comel sgt..hanya mampu wat flying kiss jer...even kat T.O.P pun ak x wat tau!!!hihi

-comparison T.O.P dalam drama/filem ngan in real.hurmmm.....berbeza sangat..die nampak macam pemalu sangat..hihi...lagi2 mse diorg nyanyikan 'Happy Birthday' kat die...hihi...dalam hati aku kata 'pemalu giler mamat ni'...:P..suare die tetap 'MACHO!!'tangan die sihat2 belaka...(mungkin)

-taeyang plak, selalu berada di hadapan ku...LOL....the best moment was die campakkan VARSITY JACKET yang menurut kata rakanku berharga RM810. jacket yang dicampak oleh taeyang menuju ke arah ku....cume..........taeyang x campak jauh sedikit..kalo x mungkin ak dapat...???...mana lah tau...:)

-seungri, ak x sangka jumpe in real die nampak lagi hensem compared to dalam mana video yang die muncul..:P..sangat sporting...:)

-g-dragon??? juga seperti taeyang..selalu berada di hadapan ku....main2 air plak tu...SEXY!!!!

-korang perasan kan pemain2 muzik a.k.a band...aku jumpe diorang tepi stage before concert started
salah sorg daripada mereka yang terlibat-credit to @RubyL29

 ak ternampak diorg on the way nak g surau. tp, dalam hatiku kata tu bukan yang duk wat main muzik ke??? nak amik gambr..tp, segan...huhu...takpe la...dpat amik gamabr gne mata pun jadi la...:)

-lagu yang aku boleh nyanyi bersama [blue,haru haru, ガラガラGO!!!, tonight] yang lain tetibe blank.contohnyer [last farewell, cafe,number 1, high high]...hahaha...excited sangat dengar diorg nyanyi secara live...:P LOL!!!

here are the photos;
 credit to @mrdanteinferno's twitter

credit to Omar Dominick @ODubPERV

view from my rockpit.credit to Princess Razana's photo

ok la kan???:)

credit to @baby_vin

T.O.P

credit to Ain Atiqah Yazid's photo


clear giler gambar die...jealous yang amat!!!!!hahaha

aku rasa tu jer la gambar2 yang boleh kongsi bersama..walaupon bukan ak yang amik..hanya mata ak jer merakamkan pengalaman aku di sana...hehehe...sedikit sebnyak dapat juga kongsi dengan rakan2 aku yang x dapat bersama ke konsert mereka... that's all..:)

p/s: sorryla ada yang x puas hati dengan informasi ynag diberikan di atas ada yang x betol...i just love their songs..yang lain sy x amik port sangat...:) 미악헤..:)



Thursday, October 25, 2012

baju

"mak, baju ni ok tak adik pakai??"
"ya Allah dik, berketak2..."
"yeke mak???alahai....macam mana ni nak pakai baju apa nak gi Sabtu(27th oct) ni???"

setelah mencuba beberapa pasang baju...

"mak, ni yang baru mak belikan untuk raya puasa hari tu..ok x??"
"ok tu ok, dik...ni pun mcm dh nak ketat...kamu kene start diet ni dik..."


ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STRESSNYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ABOUT DIET!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"macam mana ni mak????adik nak kurus cmne ni???orang lain senang jer turun sampi 50kg...adik???makin naik ada lah..."

berikut merupakan dialog aku dengan ibuku....ketika itu, hujan turun dengan lebatnya di luar rumah.aku bertanya kepada ibuku...macam mana nak kurus???diet??hurmm...aku ni pantang nampak makanan...pasti nak mencuba rasa...hahaha..ibuku pula menambah "orang lain makan hati, kurus jer...kita ni, makin makan banyak ada lah..."

blame to genetics???LOL

hahaha...
kalo la boleh wat recombinant DNA kita (gemuk) dengan DNA orang kurus...settle masalah kegemukan sedunia...

tak lama lepas tu, ibuku berkata;
"takpe dik, gemuk pun cukup sifat...sihat walfiat..."

kemudian aku menambah;
"gemuk orang lain x pandang pun kita mak....nak buat apa..."
lalu aku pun mengalirkan air mata...kerana terlalu pendamkan di dalam hati...

kemudian, aku dan ibuku serentak tergelak tatkala aku berkata demikian...

ibuku selalu mengingatkan ku,
"kalau dah jodoh kamu tiba, gemuk sekali pun..orang akan suka..kalau kurus sekalipun tapi jodoh tak tiba...tak jumpa juga..."
"JADI BERDOA KEPADA ALLAH SUPAYA DITEMUKAN JODOH YANG BAIK DAN MENERIMA KAMU SEADANYA"


nak tak nak...aku kene turunkan berat badan aku...yela...aku ni selalu berazam separuh jalan jer..mungkin salah aku juga.

SO, CHANGE!!!

ファイト!!!!!FIGHTING!!!!!!

P/S> terima kasih mak,adik sayang mak!!!!!!!!!!!XOXO...


TO MY FUTURE xxxxx

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...GUTEN ABEND...こんいちわ。。

lately ni macam2 aku dengar perkabaran daripada sahabat2 ku dari sekolah rendah hingga sekolah menengah..ada yang kahwin baru2 ni, ada yang nak merancang membina masjid , sambut anniversary hubungan mereka dan macam2 lagi...

apa2 pun, i'm happy for you...i just wanna say お幸せに (OSHIAWASENI)  which means 'PRAY FOR YOUR HAPPINESS'

doa kepada mereka, doa juga...untuk diri ni, pun doa juga... cuma belum dikabulkan oleh Nya...peace!!!
post kali ni, just nak share lagu yang sering kali aku mainkan dalm playlist mp3 dan juga Windows Player ni..


lyrics:
There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smilesSame old, tired place lonely placeWalls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancyVanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room, your silhouetteStarts to make its way to meThe playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarksLike passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet youAll I can say is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it goI'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way homeI'll spend forever wondering if you knewI was enchanted to meet you
The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love?I wonder 'til I'm wide awakeNow I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my doorI'd open up and you would say
It was enchanting to meet youAll I know is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it goI'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way homeI'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it goI'm wonder-struck, dancing around all aloneI'll spend forever wondering if you knewI was enchanted to meet you
This is me praying that
This was the very first page, not where the storyline endsMy thoughts will echo your name until I see you againThese are the words I held back as I was leaving too soonI was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone elsePlease don't have somebody waiting on youPlease don't be in love with someone elsePlease don't have somebody waiting on you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it goI'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way homeI'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it goI'm wonder-struck, dancing around all aloneI'll spend forever wondering if you knewI was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone elsePlease don't have somebody waiting on you
by TAYLOR SWIFT
i love this song so much because one part of the lyrics mentioned 
"Please don't be in love with someone else
                  Please don't have somebody waiting on you"

i really wanna dedicate this song and particularly the one that i mentioned above to my future 'husband'... whether it convey directly or indirectly to you..hope you're the one....(^_^)...

P/S: HOPE ALL OF YOU LOVE IT..:)

Saturday, September 29, 2012

4th year student

ASSALAMUALAIKUM....こんばんわ....GUTEN NACHT

sudah dua minggu berlalu bagi sesi 2012/2013 yang mana iaa merupakan tahun ke-4 ku sepanjang pengajian aku untuk sarjana muda kejuruteraan kimia dan bioproses.

ALHAMDULILLAH..!!!

moga2 dipermudahkan aku menjalani kehidupan ku sebagai pelajar tahun terakhir...FYI, batch aku merupakan senior bagi program BIOPROCESS.
hihi...bangga la gak...setelah hampir 4 tahun mejadi tikus makmal bagi pengajianku ini...LOL

untuk pelajar tahun ke-4, kami dikehendaki menyempurnakan jam kredit kami  dengan;
> environmental engineering-1st time dapat lecturer ad title Prof Dr...
>bioprocess control
> food preservation-ske sgt food..hihi
>research project
>design project


haha....semester ni memang agak mencabar...sebab ad RP and DP....kedua2 course ni kene buat dalam masa yang sama...RP dibuat secara individual manakal DP bekerja secara berkumpulan...
alhamdulillah both of my projects have the same objective....(^^)

tajuk project tu dirahsiakan...hihi...

so far, there are few journals that i have read through...eventhough not so detail...but, most of the journals that i took not really into what i have to look for...anyway...i have to do my best...kalo boleh nak la aku nyer research ni dipublish....kene kuat bekerja ni...xleh nak malas2 dh...hihi...

harapanku, semoga perjalanan ku sebagai pelajar tahun terakhir ini dipenuhi dengan pengalaman2 yang manis...(mana tau dapat calon suami time ni???ahaks...apa salahnya...)


p/s>lagu2 yang menjadi kegemaran aku sejak kebelakangan ni...yeah...nothing's fine.i'm torn...:P


That how much time before
How many days should send
Sigh, but tired of my appearance and left behind
Like not mind me whisper tonight

Someone told me It would not be easy
Gonna be called the more you struggle to escape
Regret, but left exhausted look back
Not mind me coming tonight

tell me why tell me please tell me why
(Tell me What can I move on)
Ve now or can hold out
tell me why tell me please tell me why
What more I've watched spells

Go back only once if
Stopped only once if you cant ..
Hurt my heart was lost to the direction
A passing seemed to me as if nothing tonight

So to hang precious memories
Remember you loved
Now over and ve
Not useless like a broken clock
More alive lipid does
Stand the ve
If you have a past, find
If you can revert everything




A love a lot too foolish.
Looking back, did countless tears you gave me kept

Indeed a lot of wool was used to be you and blame
Now I know my side is always with you, know

I believe my ears the wind
Shoulders, you soaking rain that
So you feel like a nice girl.

We'll know a lot of time later
That you all my start and end

I promise I
That is always by your side

Or forever
Please hold, hold my hand
I need a hug, my heart Oh please do not



Because it’s the first time, I will be alright after a couple days
with the thought that it has already been one year
Sadness finds me with every anniversary that was made with you
I was so self-conscious the first time I confessed my love,
after the day we first met passed
On your birthday I celebrate with a cake of tears and lit candles
I Believe in you I Believe in your mind
A year has already passed, but after a year and another year on top of that
I’ll be waiting for you

I couldn’t say that I want to see you so much, to please come back to me
Because the warm look in his eyes
makes your face glow brighter than the ring on your left hand
I Believe in you I Believe in your mind
Knowing you’ve started over, making memories without me now
Ooh~

The memories I think back on are always past laughs, talks, and wishes
There’s only one new memory, the wait for you to turn into tears

I Believe in you I Believe in your mind
Knowing you’ve started over, making memories without me now

I Believe in you I Believe in your mind
A year has already passed, but after a year and another year on top of that
I’ll be waiting for you



Monday, September 10, 2012

sentap

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...GUTEN NACHT...こんばんわ。。。

baru2 ni, ada la wat blogwalking.boring2 xde keje kat ofis baca la blog someone...
pengisian dia sgt2 menarik...yang boleh membuatkan diri ni cermin diri balik...sehingga rasa muka ni ditampar setelah membaca penulisan beliau.

it's about a girl who choose Islam as the way of her life..
that's one thing..
the next thing, that makes me impressed about her is that--->kepatuhan dia dengan tuntutan agama sangat2 aku tabik...
 after she converted, she started to wear proper hijab-->memakai tudung yang labuh, berstoking kaki and etc....

yeah..i wear hijab....tapi, sempurnakah pemakaian aku tu??

persoalan untuk diri ku...

.
.
.
.
kenapa aku mempersoalkan??

'cukup la kan pakai tutup cover rambut n leher..'

memang tutup...tapi, mematuhi ke apa yang disyariatkan dalam Al-Quran...???

untuk ingatan diri aku dan juga sahabat2 aku yang lain..
kadang2 aku ada menasihatkan kepada sahabat aku agar melabuhkan tudung mereka...
bukan nak berlagak bagus...
berlagak pandai..
bajet 'alim'...

well at least, i try to save u all that's all..
and also peringatn utk diri aku gak yang ...

A
.
L
.
P
.
A

apa yan disyariatkan oleh Allah??

watch and learn here...

jom praktikkan!!!

OJO KELALEN!!!

Friday, September 7, 2012

psikologi cinta

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...こんばんわ。。。GUTEN ABEND

raya ni x sempat nak upload gambar raya kat FB. untuk tatapan sedara-mara..jangan marah yea, nnt akan diuploadkan...hihi..

baru-baru ni lpas balik dr kampung beraya, macam2 kabar berita dengar-tunang + nikah..
-lecturer
-ex-schoolmate
-etc.

wow..!!!

barakallahulakuma wa baraka alaikuma wajama'a bainakuma fi khair...

i happy for you guys...

at least they ended, to be together in halal way..alhamdulillah...:)

AKU???

hahahahha

INSYA ALLAH..satu hari nanti...masa itu pasti akan tiba.
before that, cermin2 diri tu....cukup baguskah diri itu...

*peringatan utk diri ini..(^^)


so far, sekarang ni tengah membaca buku psikologi cinta oleh Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah &Syaidatun Nazirah...

hahaha-nama ak kowt...okla tu...mmg khas utk diri aku ni...hehehe
jangan mudah berputus asa...

tetibe teringat lagu Jason Mraz-I WOn;t Give-Up..

one thing that i've learnt from this reading, 
' Elak daripada berdendam, cemburu dan iri hati sekiranya tidak dicintai oleh orang dicintai'
-Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah &Syaidatun Nazirah...


peringatan untuk diri ini yang pernah kekeciwaan..:)
'cheer-up'...like one of my friend told me before...mana tau bakal dapat merasa nasi minyak beliau...
(haha-gurau je yek.kalo btol sekalipon, apa salahnye kan??)


hidup ni kene positif...apa2 pun aku nak ubah diri ak.rohani, jasmani dan juga pemikiran aku ni...menjadi lebih matang...insya Allah..permudakanlah urusan ku...:)



"Haven't Met You Yet"

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to loose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I’ll never give up
I guess it's half timin and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come outta nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazin
And baby your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid I'll give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all’s fair in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazin
And bein in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get

Oh you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get yeah
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh promise you kid to give so much more than I get
I said love love love love love love love
I just haven't met you yet



when look through the lyrics, it gives me some inspiration to me...i notice that this song has been playing in my phone for about 3 years...but i've just notice the lyrics..huk2..


just...
HOPE
.
.
.
FAITH
.
.
.
and PRAY..

INSYA ALLAH one day He'll call my pray.(^^)..

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

tadaaaa!!!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...こんばんわ。。。GUTEN NACHT..

UOLSZZZZ...(gedik la plak kan..:P)

you know BIG BANG is coming Malaysia..for BIGBANG ALIVE GALAXY TOUR on 27th Oct!!!
yeay!!!

me and friend PUTERK...we have planned this for so long..as both of claim that we wanna buy nearest seat to the stage for their concert..and Allah granted our pray..Alhamdulillah...

about the price...let's keep secret shall we??hahaha
 and here the ticket....
finally it's safe with my friend PUTERK..

and also credit to Puterk's Oppa for getting this ticket for us...hihi...
 hopefully everything is gonna be fine will go with the flow as we plan..insya Allah...(^^)
i love their intro for their still alive album;


Saturday, August 11, 2012

bersihkan hatimu

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...こんにちわ。。。GUTEN NACHT~

kejap sahaja masa berlalu...sekarang kita berada 10 malam terakhir ramadhan...
ini bermakna, tinggal lagi 5 minggu  sebelum tempoh ber LI aku tamat...x sabar rasanya...rindu nak jumpa sahabat2 aku.. (^.^)

malam ni pula, aku terasa nak update blog ni sebab aku baru jer lepas few page FB kawan-kawan aku yang dah menikah...and x lama lagi lecturer aku pun nak menikah juga.!!!I'M REALLY HAPPY FOR ALL OF YOU...

然し (but)
........
....
..
.
.
.
.

ada suatu perasaan yang tak enak timbul dalam benak fikiran aku...hurrmmm...kenapa????!!!!
hishhh....x paham la aku dengan perasaan aku sendiri...lepas tu, diam2 dalam diri ni cakap ' sweetnyer...'
CONFIRM PUNYA!!!!

gegurl kan suka mende sweet2...termasuklah aku juga...walaupun nampak luaran ni macam lepak and cool...
tapi, kalau dah nama pun perempuan...rase gurlish tu still ada...
dalam diam2 pun, jauh di sudut hati ni...nak gak experience macam orang lain (tgk member yang dah kawen) ada perasaan sayang ngan someone....n plus, someone who care for you and that relationship is halal which means sudah menikah la...

yerla kan...bila dah ada someone a.k.a husband ni....ada gak orang temankan kita pergi mana2 and vice versa...sebab selalunya kalo aku gi lepaskan tension contoh ke Midvalley, aku cuba try masuk restoran yang menyediakan makanan selain melayu and fast food sorang2...macam lonely giler...xde sape pun nak borak..dengar lagu kat mp3 sorang jer....semua try sorang2...

at least, kalo kuar ngan abang sendiri try makanan kat restoran baru boleh gak share pendapat....sekarang ni, abang dah keje...busy je memanjang...nak wat camne....abang sedang mencari rezeki..anyway, i always support my brother...GOOD LUCK!!!

kadang2, ada kawan tanya...'tak takot ke g sorang2??'...'tak boring ke tengok wayang sorang2??'..
::::::
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..
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.

kat mulut aku jawab 'xde la...dah biasa..'
tapi dalam hati ni jawab..'actually, boring gak'...tp, nak wat cmne...daripada bosan terperuk kat umah membesarkan badan jer...baik jalan2 tengok bumi Allah ni kan???

hurrmmm....

mengikut pengiraan aku, ayah aku sendiri penah tanya soklan yang sama kat aku..'adik xda boipren ke??'....
bile dengar soklan tu dari mulut ayah aku sendiri....terkedu aku nak menjawab...nasib jer x menitis air mata...tapi, suara aku hampir nak berubah la..(suara org nak menangis...tapi i try my best not to be heard obviously)...and definitely at that time, i really try to look cool and say 'ntah la yah....'..tp, dalam hati kata 'orang macam aku ni ad orang nak ke??'

hurmmmm....
ntah la....kadang2 aku selalu la luahkan perasaan aku dengan mak aku....'orang macam adik ni, ada orang nak ke???'..my mum cakap 'masa mak anak dara dulu...tgk ada jer orang yang xde la lawa sangat manapun kawen lagi awl drpd mak. ada jodoh, ada la...'

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aku pun pegang kata2 mak aku
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ape2 pun...aku kne bersihkan hati aku dulu....sebelum pikir nak kahwin and etc...
lagi baik...aku cuba perlahan-lahan untuk berubah...masih di awalan lagi...chaiyok!!!!

p/s: berusaha lebih kuat adik!!

Thursday, August 9, 2012

semester holiday

ASSALAMUALAIKUM..KONNICHIWA...GUTEN ABEND...

semester holiday??HOLIDAY KE????
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA
x brape holiday la...

sebab-musabab???
1) internship for 2 months and half=10 weeks..
2) ramadhan---->yeay!!!

so, sekarang mencari/mencuri masa yang ada untuk cool kan diri dengan menonton drama korea yang penat didownload sebelum cuti sem...hahahaha...rajin kan??ni nak download dr.jin pun x dan...sebab inernet kat umah macam siput *censored..lol...(tipu jer siput jer)
huhu....


tapi memang cuti kali ni mencabar keimanan..last hari tu meletop jugak...menangis....huhu..kan dah malu...
umur dh lanjut, perangai x ubah2 gak kan???
 x tau la...hehehe~

huwaaaaahhh!!!!

sepanjang aku internship ni...so far ok la....xde la heavy sgt wat keje...maybe because timing die x brape kene kan...time ni, x banyak project tu yang cam lepak ckit...hahaha...currently, kteorg preparing commissioning project kat Kedah...hahahaha...
nun jauh di utara sana...
hopefully, ak dapat join commissioning kat Kedah sne la...doakan aku yea...at least before ak balik shah alam nnt...

lepas ak balik dari kerja, aku kene keje part-time ngan mak ak plak..apa lagi time bulan pose....KUIH RAYA LA.....
huhu..penat ckit la...macam 24 hours keje...lol...ni semata-mata nak dapatkan duit lebih before naik sem bulan september....gara-gara preparation untuk FYP purpose...
bak kata pepatah 'sediakan payung sebelum hujan'...

insya Allah internship ni ad la elaun yang akan diberikan..berapa???wallahualam...

moooonnneeeeyyyy!!!     
 xdela banyak mana pun..cukup la untuk perbelanjaan semester akan datang...lagipun tinggal 2 semester lg...tahun depan dah kene keje...cari duit nak bayar balik pinjaman...insya Allah
permudahkanlah ya Allah...


insya Allah pensyarah yang akan melawat aku, akan datang minggu selepas raya..kene siapkan LOG BOOK..oh my~

p/s-->MALAS GILER NAK BUAT....HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHA

ok..kene rajin..i have to...





Sunday, July 1, 2012

lpas kan stress anda pada blogspot..hahahaha

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...GUTEN ABEND..こんいちわ。。

rasa dah lama x update blog ni kan??hehehe...actually sekarang tengah berperang emotional and study...
memang pun!!!aku ni kan pantang ada orang tegur cara aku bekerja..sedangkan orang lain pun masing2 ada cara mereka tersendiri yang sangat unik untuk menyelesaikan masalah emosi mereka.

nape tetibe aku bebel pasal masalah emosi berbagai..haha...sebab aku tengah mengalaminye sekarang la...GRRRR...MENYAMPAH..

dalam kesempatan internet salamstudent ni laju, aku pun nak meluahkan la perasaan ni..hahaha...
kalo ikutkan perasaan aku tadi yang hangat....but, i managed to control the EMO...LUCKILY, IMPLODE  by BoA help me to cool down and of course i remembered 'DIAM ITU LEBIH BAIK DRPD BERKATA2'..because it might cause something to explode for both party right??
and ISLAM love peace??why don't i just calm down right??

ALHAMDULILLAH...

today, hari ni la kan???hehehhe...aku mimpi macam2 jenis mimpi...hahaha..salah satunye aku jumpe 김수현
ni aku tulis bukan guna GOOGLE TRANSLATE tau!!ni usaha belajar hangeul hehehe...sekarang aku tengah giler tgk drama..hahahahaha...lagi2 pakwe aku skunk ni 김 수 현..hehehe...cuti beberapa hari nnt nak cuba praktis tulis hangeul..may be akan beli dictionary...korean and japanese.in order to improve my foreign language...what about MY ENGLISH????hahahha....at the same time la...hehehe..translate them by using english...:P

mana la tau kan...dapat bekerja kat salah sebuah negara ni kan??who knows???hehehehe...insya Allah...dengan izin Dia...

lpas aku mimpi dia, aku mimpi yang aku dan sekeluarga nak bersiap g kenduri kawen orang lain.pastu mak aku kata lepas tu g umah GF abg aku..ak tanya mak aku, ad ap??ad kenduri kat umah die??apakah maksudnyer???hehehehe...aku tahu..mimpi ni mainan syaitan..tapi, kalo jodoh mereka berdua, permudahkanlah ya Allah...jauhkanlah mereka daripada pekara yang tidak diingini...andai kata ada jodoh antara mereka..perdekatkanlah..amin ya Rabb...
doa adik utk abang kesayangan....hanya yang aku mampu lakukan ya Allah..

itu apa yang aku mimpi...sebelum ni, aku ada mimpi AS...on the day, paper killer aku...and that morning, i met someone who looked like him...a bit la...i tried not to look or face....maybe that person x perasan..tp, utk diri aku yang br pulih...x mungkin nak tengok...but alhamdulillah, i managed to complete answering all the question..right now, i TAWAKKAL!!!

aku lebih rela xnk pikirkan pekara tu lebih jauh....barang yang dah lepas sudah la kan.....buat masa sekarang biarlah aku fokus kan kerjaya aku dulu....aku xnak sakitkan hati aku lagi.asyik aku bertepuk sebelah tangan...biarlah people looking for me...people care for me..instead of me who start it first...i'm going to old-fashioned one.no longer girl who asked first.....I HAD ENOUGH!!!!!
instead of you get the answer, but at the same time you hurting your heart so much..

cuti sem kali ni pendek jer..6 hari jer.because this semester break i'll b spending my time with internship..alhamdulillah, dapat dekat BRICKSFIELD jer..kat KL...senang la nak naik public kan...hehehehe...and dapat elaun...duit tu aku nak simpan utk digunakan after my final year..bercuti...x tau la...dalam negara atau luar negara...i wish can go visiting somewhere that i really want to go...kalo x dpt dgn kwn2...dengan abg kandung sendiri pun jadi la..(^^)
*at least pergi dengan mahram.selamat!!!


anyway, tomorrow is my last paper for my 6th semester...wish me luck and dipermudahkan menjawab soklan yang ditanyakan...hehehe....

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

FALL IN LOVE AGAIN

I'M FALL IN LOVE AGAIN....

lama gile x jatuh cinta dengan someone yang jauh daripada diri ini....hanya boleh ketemu melalui drama online ataupun menerusi kaca televisyen..

ingat aku ni senang ke nak jatuh cinta..hahaha
lama gak la...last time dengan matsumoto jun tahun 2009

..kronologi jatuh cinta mula2 mase tahun 2001.mase tu suka dengan TAKUYA KIMURA..hot giler la mamat tu masa zaman hingusan aku dulu..hahaha...mse tu die berlakon dalam criter LONG VACATION.mase tu aku x tau la yang dia dah kawen..kalo dh tau awl2 konpem aku takkan minatnya..sbb aku x suka hero yang dh kawen..satu kepantangan bagi aku..xde la org kata aku ni tergila dengan laki orang kan???


next, tahun 2002, aku terjatuh cinta dengan watak KANG JUN SANG, yng dipegang oleh BAE YONG JUN.tajuk cerita dram tu-->>WINTER SONATA.weh....meletop gak la criter tu....sampai criter tu dibuat dlm bentuk anime.disiarkan kat ANIMAX 715.tapi, aku x tengok la...x puas.baik tgk drama..hahaha..tapi,paham2 la dulu drama korea cam panjang gak la episode die compared dgn jepun.masa zaman giler kan si YON-SAMA ni, aku siap wat potret gambar die...siap mak ak nampak kot akunyer lukisan tu..walaupun xde la 100% siap...hahahaha...kendian terbengkalai sebab aku masuk sekolah asrama.so, drama2 korea dan jepun dilupakan sebentar.tipu la aku x tgk drama korea sepanjang 2003-2007,ad yang sempat tgk sampai abes ad yang terbengkalai. ad gak yang berjaya tgk semula dengan pinjam hardisk kawan ngan set vcd diorg beli secara original..wahahahaha....sanggup..dulu mana la tau sangat nak download2 free ni...hahahah..


berselang seli kan???

yang terbaru untuk tahun 2012,aku baru jer tengok drama THE MOON THAT EMBRACES THE SUN from MBC.bila aku tengok cerita ni, aku macam taknak cerita ni abes.sama macam perasaan aku tengok cerita LONG VACATION, WINTER SONATA, HANA YORI DANGO.
aku taknak cerita tu abes.sebab lepas tu, aku akan xkan jumpe diorg berlakon utk cerita yang terbaru..huhu~
someone yang aku jatuh cinta ni beza 2 tahun jer dr aku.dulu2 sume beza jauh bebnor..hehehehe...kali ni nak baya2 jer..hehehe...walaupon badan xde la tough manapun, tapi, sore die mmg dalam....baru MAN!!!!



hensem x??hihi

nama die-->> KIM SOO HYUN..yeay!!!!aku dah jumpe someone!!hahahaha
gembira la gak kan...xde la suram jer hidup aku ni...at least i'm looking forward project terbaru dia sebagai actor. and this coming summer, one of film that he involved will be in cinema.tajuk die THE THIEVES.dia ala2 OCEAN ELEVEN tp versi korean la...dia ni funny n pemalu. die ada la wat recording lagu like; MAYBE,DREAMING, THE ONE AND ONLY n ANOTHER WAY.lagu2 ni sempena cerita yang die berlakon such as DREAM HIGH, TMTES.best gak la sore die...NOT BAD. JAEMISSEO!!!another thing about him, he is under one roof  agency with his hyung which is BAE YONG JUN...aku baru jer tahu bile dia menang award PAEKSANG 48TH in category BEST TV ACTOR.pencalonan die melalui drama TMTES...huhu...x sangka.hehehe~
anyway, CHUKKAHAE...

hence, lately ni aku try learning KOREAN from watching drama like i did when i was in primary school.hahaha...JAEMISSEO...hehehe...

P/S> lantakla orang nak kata aku syok sendiri...mmg aku syok sendiri.deep inside, aku minat die..kadang2 tu macam nak 'selamatkan' dia...itu pun, kalo aku berkesempatan berjumpa dengan dia kat sana..one day aku nak pergi gak ke sana.saja jer...berjumpa dengan cinta2 ku..hehehe..manalah tahu bleh wat drama hidup aku sendiri..ingat dalam tv jer???HARAPAN AKU, NAK BERJUMPE DENGAN DIE CAKAP-난 당신의 팬이에요. 하지만 난 널 사랑.

nak sharing from GAG CONCERT -

that his voice

Monday, April 23, 2012

terasa

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...GUTEN TAG...こんにちわ。。。

akukah yang banyak terasa ke apa???

ntah la.....bila orang tegur pasal suara aku ni, kekadang terasa la gak..kuat sangat la..semangat sangat la...kononnya perbuatan ku itu memalukan...bagiku, tak tahu la siapa yang patut malu..adakah aku yang patut malu, atau mereka....itulah persoalan yang bermain di minda ku ketika aku ditegur begitu...

kadang-kadang mahu sahaja aku ingin bertanya kepada mereka, "nape???apa masalah plak??"
suka hati  la kan??kalo dah tak boleh terima aku, so what???
geram gak la..bile aku senyap, tanya plak knape....aku pun jawab la..."senyap itu lebih baik drpd berkata"
abes cerita...sebab malas nak jadikan isu tu panjang..

sebab itu, aku kadang2 lebih suka tidak terlalu rapat dengan orang.sebab nanti pasti akan ada isu yang tidak puas hati..sebab tidak semua orang akan puas hati dengan kita kan??kalau nak kata aku tak puas hati kat orang tu ada jer...tapi, watpe nak berkata pasal orang tu..dia yang akan dapat pahala.bukan aku...aku sedar sape diri aku.takde la bagus sangat kan...so, SEDAR2 LA NADZEERAH...

K FINE!!!
AKU SEDAR...

AKU KENE JADI PROFESSIONAL DALAM MENGATASI STRESS DALAM BEKERJA DENGAN ORANG SEJAK DARI SEKARANG...

BARULAH ORANG HORMAT DENGAN KITA...

THINK TO BE A POSITIVE PERSON IS BETTER THAN SAY SOMETHING BAD ABOUT PEOPLE.RIGHT??!!




Wednesday, April 11, 2012

stressful semester

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...GUTEN ABEND...こんにちわ。。


rasanya dah lama x update blog kan???hahahha....bz la gak semester ni...nama pun dh tahun ke-3..bulan sept ni aku dh masuk tahun ke-4..

WAH~
WAH~~
WAH~~~~~


macam x caya kan dah nak masuk tahun terakhir aku belajar dalam bidang engineering ni..hahaha
so far, alhamdulillah xde yang sangkut..berjalan dengan lancar...

semester ni banyak program nak kena buat...2 industrial visits ( plant design and food science and tech.)
pergh....
another one is program ethics. my group will be doing the turtle sanctuary...'Yertle the Turtle'..
semoga berjalan dengan lancar mungkin akan dijalankan pada cuti mid-sem ni..which means another 2 weeks to go..

kene kumpulkan dana utk kumpulan kami..nak harapkan bajet fakulti mungkin x mencukupi..huhu~
aku pulak dijadikan sebagai ajk program..wah~
x pernah2 jadi...program..alasan suara aku kuat.x yah nak pakai siren..
CEH!!!!

hahaha~

semester ni, favorite subjek aku kali ni ialah bioreactor engineering.sebab lecturer dia best!!
aku ADMIRE kat dia..sebab dia dl amik phd kat germany..
(anyway, lecture tu 'madam' k..)
hahaha~

x tau la kalo org lain x ske ngan cara die mengajar cmne...:)
len org lain citarasa..aku suka mcm ni...bukan yang expect sume mende ko dh tau macam salah satu subjek yang aku amik sem ni yang mnyebabkan aku kecut perut sebelum masuk kelas dia..huhu~
tp, sampai skunk ak x buka2 buku dia..huhu~
bahaya ni....i need to do something before our first test...kne kumpul markah banyak2 ni...
plus, sem ni aku dh start wat industrial training...i need to submit the resumes..so far, aku x dpt mana2 calling...huhu~

adakah sebab result aku kurg memuaskan atau aku ni perempuan???

so, everyday aku kne check email..mana la tau dh dapat jawapan ke...tp, xde call pun yang masuk..:(
kadang2 mende tu pun bley jadi isu...
moga2 dipermudahkan...:)

jadinya, lepas ni every weekend x leh nak balik selalu..sebab nak siapkan kerja..huhu~

tp, internet kat umah la yang laju..sebab malas nak g fakulti..walaupon menyeberang jalan jer..hahaha~

K LA.. lpas ni aku kene rajinkan diri ni lagi..:P

insya Allah after ethics program nnt, aku update blog lagi..dpat tgk penyu bertelur x??huhu~