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Saturday, December 18, 2010

SUBARASHII..すばらしい

assalamualaikum...ohaiyou gozaimasu...guten morgen...

hisashiburi...this time my entry i just wanna share my feelings...hihi...that's the use blog for me...hehe like a diary but can be read by people...
:)

okay...during my vacation to Johor Bahru...i spend my day in my cousin's house as i have to stay here for about a week..hehehe..while my parents and m aniki...they are staying in Batu Pahat..this is because i just want to spend my holidays with me dearest kakak...i called her kakak...hehehe...before she engage in this coming December...

what make my holiday is worth is just because my cousin let me hear the foreign radio channel..x fm which it has various language such as japanese(my favourite language), korean, Deutsch and etc...
thanks IQA....i luv you so much!!
honto!!

sometimes i wish that malaysia radio channel would do this kind kind of program....when i was 12 or  maybe 11 years old...the THR.fm have japanese slot it was called SUBARASHII BANGUMI..the DJ was NANI-SAN...she was superb while handling that show..she even taught the listener how to talk in japanese a little bit....i remembered she taught how to deliver wish in japanese for Mother's Day..
OKASAN AISHITE KURETTE...ZUTTO MAMA NO KOTO AISHTEIMASU...

sweet huh??
hihii....
i still remember this few lines of words...
sometimes is quite nice to change the mood by listening to other different music and a little bit relax while i listening to japanese language despite of english, malay and korean..:P

my favourite japanese artist are ARASHI, UTADA HIKARU, SHIROTA YU, etc...

i cant describe all of them...hahahaha...
but in other words...i love their lyrics very motivating...and the music really suit to my soul.and sometimes i cried eventhough i haven't read the lyrics yet...but yet i able to understand a little bit japanese because now i'm taking the foreign language and japanese is my choice...
i really thanked to Allah for giving me chances to learn this language..even thiugh i did not get my dream course.(M@$%#%)..sorry i can state that..huhuhu..private there...only to my closes friend would be able to guess that..:P..ceh2x...
lolz..:P

okay right now i'm listening to one of utada hikaru's song:
amai okashi kieta ato ni wa
sabishisou na otokonoko
kumo hitotsu nai Summer Day

hi ni yaketa teashi
shiroi one piece ga
yogoreyouga okamai nashi
muishiki no rakuen

yume no owari ni matta wa nashi
aru hi kimi no na o shitta

So Goodbye Loneliness
koi no uta kuchizusan de
anata no hitomi ni utsuru
watashi wa waratte iru wa

So Goodbye Happiness
nani mo shirazu ni hashai de ta
ano koro e wa modore nai ne
soredemo ii no
Love me

kangae sugi tari
yake okoshi cha ike nai
kodomo damashi sa bukiyou nan sa

hito wa hitori ni natta toki ni

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/goodbye-happiness-lyrics-utada.html ]

ai no imi ni kizukun da

suki sa Each days
yashashii uta o kikasete
deatta koro no kimochi o
ima demo oboetemasu ka

So good bye innocence
nani mo shirazu ni hashai de ta
ano koro e wa mou modore nai ne
kimi no sei da yo
Kiss me

Oh banbutsu ga meguri meguru
Oh oh oh darling darling dare ka ni nani ka
etari shimasen Only you

arinomama de ikite yuketara ii yo ne
daiji na toki mou hitori no watashi gajoa o suru no

So good bye happiness
nani mo shirazu ni hashai de ta
ano koro e modori tai ne
Baby soshite mouichido Kiss me
zehi ittadashumi kitte kudasai...
(^^)

i hope you like it..:P


~a.D.a.M vol 2~

assalamualaikum....konnichiwa..guten tag...

this entry i just wanna let it out all my thought and probably i can share with the people who read my blog....


first of all..
i may use harsh language whether in English...Bahasa..Japanese..or maybe in Deutsch as well....
ok..it begin like this....during my semester break..i tried join few chat room...at my first thought i just wanna be friendly....and later, it didn't turn out as i expected...
because most of them probably people who desperate to get free sex and free show from the girls who willingly to open their shirt and let the guys to see theirs $#@...i can't say it clearly here...
and i think you probably guess what is it anyway..huhuhu....
whenever people who buzz on my ym...they will ask the same question before any normal introduction started...but they will ask these:
A: r u notty?
polaris: i'm definitely la not notty!!!!KONO YARO!!
@
B:jom wc??@ jom c2c??
polaris:sorry..i dont have wc...because i use pc..not my deary lappy...
@
C:r u open minded??
polaris:open minded??like what??and it depends on topic that will be talking about..BAKA!!


look on those questions given by them and all my answers...
i just wanna say CURSE THEM!!BAKA JANA!!




most people who join this chat room...they give their reason because they are DAMN BORING and they want something that would entertain themselves by chatting about SEX..and their reasons were it was fun and good...
DUH!!!WHATEVER!!!


guys are ALWAYS SAME!!
don't shock if i say the girls are same too....this is because these girls mis-leaded by the people who suppose to lead them the right path...but i'm not gonna tell you about this..
huhuhu...


but what make them differences are their IMAN...
 yeah that's the most important!!


i think that's all the part about them...and what i learnt from it...


i dunno whether the cyber love is relevant or not in our days...
but some people it does help them...
but for me..
i don't know...because the result hasn't turn out like what people told us...
and it is not easy as we expect coz it needs TRUST!!!
if it does....i'll tell you later...HEHE..:p
hopefully..everything gonna be alright....




peace(>_<)V













Tuesday, November 16, 2010

~MINE~

assalamualaikum...guten abend...kombanwa...

it looks like i have a leisure time to update my blog here tonight..
the inspire came after i watched one of Taylor Swift's clip video-MINE..
sorry i took that title for my entry..hehehe~

here i also attach the the video clip and the lyrics:


You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of falling
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts

I say can you believe it?
As we're lying on the couch
The moment I could see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward and we're taking on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes, this is what I thought about

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

And I remember that fight, 2:30 a.m.
As everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye
'Cause that's all I've ever known
Then you took me by surprise
You said I'll never leave you alone

You said I remember how we felt sitting by the water
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine

Hold on, make it last
Hold on, never turn back
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
I can see it
I can see it now


actually this song really suit with my situation right now.but, the it hasn't reach yet..especially where she met one guy and that guy promise to her that the girl's parents incident won't happen again...(where the girl's parents were fighting each other)..later, the girl doesn't believe that love won't last long...after she saw a couple in a diner.

my comment here...
yeah....my thought and my heart told me the same thing as what as this line;
"I was a flight risk with a fear of falling
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts"
i'm honestly say that i'm afraid falling in love with a guy..eventhough i never been in love before just involve in one-sided love..haha since i was 11 years old till now i'm 20 years old..is it old enough??still young right??...it never works..sadly to say..huhuhu..

however...here i have my girlfriends that always with me..no matter i have a hard time or may be i had a great time at that time...this is because i always be there with my girlfriends even if they're having a hard time..i always give my best to help them whether giving them a good tips for any situation they may encounter such as love..(it looks like i'm a doctor love but not in that dr.love who make people fall in love deeply..but cure their 'keciwa' with the guy who are playing with the innocent, sincere  my GF..),academic and etc...i will try my best to help my GF a.k.a BF and also my BFF!!



and i always remember what they've told me that there will be a man where Allah destined us to be together..insya Allah..and all i have to do is keep praying to Him and let He decides when the time will come...i'll never erase this from my mind..ZETTAI!!..soon after thatyou'll be mine...and i'm yours..hihihi..(^^)


 the other things that touch my feeling with this video clip where there's line
'You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes'

every girl in this world would please to have a guy saying this to their lover such as me...
last weekend, i watched troy and i remembered the theme song sung by Josh Groban title 'Remember Me'..
this song really make me wanna cry when i 'm alone..(layan jiwang jap la...)



in this video clip with the lyrics..so try listen to it..:)


now why are you wondering why i'm talking like this..hahaahha...i had the same scene last weekend...it really crush my heart to believe in love..and also afraid to be fall in love...because you'll know that love won't last as we hope....even they had to be together about 29 years..that scene keep playing in my mind and i won't forget all the words that came out from that person's mouth..and that really makes me hurt...i barely stop all my tears from falling down....every time i look on the newlywed around my neighbour or maybe my dearest cousins with their husband..i always wish that they won't face the same situation that i've seen...like people always pray "LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER..."

kadang kal aku sering terfikir adakah mampu aku menghadapi hari yang akan mendatang..lebih-lebih lagi tiba masa aku memasuki ke alam perkahwinan yanag merupakan perubahan fasa yang sangat berbeza banding dengan alam being single.or will i be happily ever after?? or will i get married?? 

kita serahkan pada yang Maha Esa ynag menentukan...kita hanya berusaha...Dia yang menentukan..
 semoga aku ditemukan jodoh yang baik,mampu membantu ku menunjuk jalan ke Jannah Mu ya Allah..kerana ku merindui Mu ya Allah...

Friday, November 12, 2010

holidays....

assalamualaikum...guten abend..kombanwa..

hisashiburi mina-san...
dh lame ak x tulis blog ni..
hahaha.....mmg berhabuk jadi nye blog ak ni..
mane x nye..bz ngn life sbgai student..hahahah...actually ak ni mne la active se-active mmber ak yg len...
dgn persatuan bagai..
huhuhu...
teringin gak tp...nk wat cmne...study is my priority..tp..tu la org nnt kate kte ni xde life la..
welll....listen...'ak ad ak ksah ngan hidup ko ngan hidup ak"..muahahahahhaha...ak ske bg jawapan tu..wakakaka...
ok la..
actually ad jer activit ak invole sem 3 yg br jer lpas ni..
ak prefer follow activity club ak jer la..aktivity CHEBPSS kteorg ni..
hahaha....cukup la 1..nk byk2 abes life ak x tersusun jd nye..
hahaha..
sem 3 ni bley gak la activity nye...spt:
1) family day CHEBPSS
2) iftar ramadhan
3)lawatan smbil blajar ke sime darby plantation-more focus on the bio-diesel production.(quiet interesting la)

selain tu gak byk la berlaku mse sem ni gak la..
my BFF finally pursue her dream nk smbung blajar ke UK..and ak gak jumpe member ak sblm fly kt KLIA..at least xde la ak tau2 jer die kt sne kan..hihihi..
ak pown amat merindui die...tp ak kne tau die g sne nak fi sabilillah..mcm ak gak..
fi sabilillah kt M'sia ni..
hehehe...
anyways..
ALL THE BEST MY BFF!!!
I'M GONNA MISS YOU 
HAHAHAHA~

Sunday, September 5, 2010

bengang @ kecik hati @ x pueh ati???

assalamualaikum...kombanwa...guten abend...


this feeling just came up last tuesday...huhuhu..this feeling...ak x ley nk buang...ak x tau nape.....mybe simply because ak pnat kowt ngan keje last minute....test yg ak wat x brape nk elok....everyhing ruined up..
huhuhuh...
bengang giler...keje last minute wat....BENCI....MENYESAL GAK LA...
PADAN MUKA NGAN DIRI AK NI...X PANDAI NK MANAGE DIRI NGAN ELOK... 


other than that...pasal mmber...ak x dpt nk cer kt cni..coz...that thing also reason make me feel uneasy..huhuhu....


so the conclusion from this case....
jgn wat keje last minute...
jgn tinggalkan study..
don't be too relax with your friend...(kalo diorg ajak ko kluar..ko tolak jer...)
focus with your aim..(lantak la psl status kawan nagn pakwe kew ap kew..janji ko berjaya ap yg ko impikan...)
priority is on you dream nadzeerah..jangan jd mse kt skool n matrix..u're too relax with your friend...you should focus on yourself ok???
un!!
wakarimashita!!!
ganbare

Thursday, August 26, 2010

luahan hati kecil ku..huhuhu...

Assalamualaikum…kombanwa..guten abend…
Saje jer ak nk tulis pd hari ni..ak nk luahkan segala yg terbuku did lm hati ni…ak nk jadikan ap yg ku uahkan ini..sebagai satu semangat ak nk truskan perjuangan ak di sini
First thing first, I wanted to make sure that ak x jd seorg hamba yg x bersyukur ngan nikmat yg Allah kurniakan kpd ak..actually Allah tlh menjwb doa ak…bcoz He knows everything….ak yg mintak dl…and He granted it…all I have to do is being grateful with His gift!! Wasurenai yo!!!
However..deep in my heart..i do really ureyamashi with my camaraderies….huhuhu…coz I can’t be like them….sometimes I do feel that I can’t be compared to them….itsumo itsumo I always think the same things…and deep in my heart  too I feel how fool am I going to think about the past…because I can’t blame to other people..it just not me…I always blame myself…for not being determined enough in getting on something..huhuhu…ZEE, BAKA!!!
BAKA!!
BAKA!!!
BAKA!!!
BAKA!!
NAZE!!
DOUSHITE!!
DOUSHITE!!!!!!

WHY AM I HAD TO THINK ABOUT THE PAST!!!I REALLY WANT TO THINK FORWARD!!
I WANT TO BE A SUCCESFUL PERSON WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT THE PAST!!!I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM!!!BUT IN MY OWN WAY!!! WITH I HAD IN FRONT OF MY EYES…
Sometimes I felt that I’m not as luck as my friends….
Ak sedih…ngan  diri ak skunk…ak menangis ttg diri ak…ak x tau nape ak rase sgt negative skunk ni…everytime ak terfikir pasal bende yg dh lepas….actually..ak langsung x nk pikirkan…really!!
Hontodayo!!!i always want to be positive as much as I can!!! I really mean it!!
I always keep supporting my friends and encouraging them to be positive and moving forward…so that they won’t regret it like I had experienced before…so I always asking them to treasure the opportunity right in front of their eyes as much as they can…never be like me......ap2 pown…skunk ni ak cbe mencuba pengalaman yg x pernah ak cbe…insya Allah ak akn cbe…

SEKARANG NI AK X NK PIKIRKAN AP YG DH BERLAKU ..
AP YG AK TAU AK MUSTI SELESAIKAN PENGAJIAN AK…PASTU DPTKAN PEKERJAAN BGUS!!
DUIT POWN MUSTI BGUS!!!
BR AK BLEY MELUNASKAN IMPIAN AK YG PERNAH AK IMPIKAN SUATU DL  AK X DPT KESEMPATAN….
ALL I HAVE TO RIGHT NOW….IS STUDY..FOCUS AND DETERMINE!!!
ZETTAI AKIRAMINAIDE….KORE WA SAIGO NO CHANSU…KYO KARA  GANBAREMASU!!!
Ya Allah…Kau kuatkanlah hati hamba Mu ini Ya Allah….permudahkan lah ak menghadapi cabaran mse akan dtg….Ya Allah perkenankanlah permintaan Ku ini…
Dan ak bersyukur pada Mu kerana ak msih mampu berfikiran waras utk menyelesaikan masalah perasaan yg ak hadapi skrg ni ya Allah…Ya Allah ak mencintai Mu….dan ak mohon agar ditetapkan iman sehingga kiamat nnt….amin ya Rabbalalamin….
Sekian shj dr ak utkmlm ni…
Nadzeerah bt idris.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

~happy story~

assalamualaikum...konnichiwa..guten tag!!!
kali ni post ak berkaitan perkara yang mengembirakan bg ak..
hehehehe....
firstly is about, Matsumoto Jun....setelah beberapa bulan x dgr lgu br dr Arashi..so...i'm looking for their new single kt youtube....hehehe...and guess what??? diorg released kan beberapa lagu br diorg...yg paling ak ske 'love rainbow'....plus..lgu tu merupakn theme song bg drama br Matsujun (natsu no koi wa niijiro ni kagayaku)...hihihi..ske tol ak matsumoto blakon drama...plus criter tu klakar la gak...hehehe...lame gak la x tgk matsujun berlakon citer klaakr..
hahahaha...kat cni nk letak lgu tema citer tu..hihihi...(>_<)V


second is about....my dear BF!!hehehe..omedetou gozaimasu!!!
yokatta ne...dpt gak kputusan uni awk keluar....shinpai shinaide...jgn hirau org kate ap psl ssh ke sng ke....nape pown blajar...dl pown blajar peribahasa org kate 'berakit2 ke hulu,berenang2 ke tepian..berssh2 dahulu,bersenang2 kemudian...'..ap2 pown GANBARE!!ALWAYS THINK POSITIVE!! OK??!

skunk ni ak nk letakkan skali lyrics love rainbow ni sweet giler maksud die...dgn lgu die yg comel n ceria..yg mmbantu menceriakn pg2 ku...walaupon stress ngan report writing,report lab n blueprint....

love rainbow
Kanji:


風の通る坂道 木漏れ日の階段に
思い出を刻んで 全て君にする

眩しさに目を閉じた またその仕草の中
新しい君一つ 見つけられたみたいだ

「永遠を探しに行こう」なんて言わない
明日もずっとその先も 君といたいだけ

君に触れて煌めきだす 七色のフレーズ
強く(そっと)絡む(指に) 熱を感じてる
どんな顔で どんな声で 伝わるかな?
時間を止める このままもっと 二人

君が僕に触れる 優しさに触れるたび
想いは溢れてく 伝えきれないほど

空を仰ぐふりをして 隠したその涙を
僕の手で拭いたい 抱きしめられるなら

別れを知らない 出会いなんてないけど
それでも君が笑うなら 僕はいるから

二つの音重なり合う 七色のフレーズ
夢を (のせて) 音は (強く) 時を奏でてる
当たり前のことはないよ その全てが
奇跡のようで この手をもっと 強く

揺るがないもの、守りたいもの 君が僕を強くさせるよ

君に触れて煌めきだす 七色のフレーズ
強く(そっと)絡む(指に) 熱を感じてる
どんな顔で どんな声で 伝わるかな?
時間を止め る このままもっと 二人

二つの音重なり合う 七色のフレーズ
夢を (のせて) 音は (強く) 時を奏でてる
当たり前の事はないよ その全てが
奇跡のようで この手をもっと 強く
ずっと...

七色のフレーズ

二人...

七色のフレーズ

ずっと...


Romaji:


Kaze no tooru sakamichi Komorebi no kaidan ni
Omoide wo kizande Subete kimi ni suru

Mabushisa ni me wo tojita Mata sono shigusa no naka
Atarashii kimi hitotsu Mitsukerareta mitai da

"Eien wo sagashi ni ikou" nante iwanai
Ashita mo zutto sono saki mo Kimi to itai dake

Kimi ni furete kiramekidasu Nanairo no fureizu
Tsuyoku (sotto) karamu (yubi ni) netsu wo kanjiteru
Donna kao de, donna koe de tsutawaru kana?
Toki wo tomeru Kono mama motto Futari

Kimi ga boku ni kureru Yasashisa ni fureru tabi
Omoi wa afureteku Tsutaekirenai hodo

Sora wo aogu furi wo shite Kakushita sono namida wo
Boku no te de nuguitai Dakishimerareru nara

Wakare wo shiranai Deai nante nai kedo
Sore demo kimi ga warau nara Boku wa iru kara

Futatsu no oto kasanariau Nanairo no fureizu
Yume wo (nosete) oto wa (tsuyoku) toki wo kanadeteru
Atarimae no koto wa nai yo Sono subete ga
Kiseki no you de Kono te wo motto Tsuyoku

Yuganai mono, mamoritai mono Kimi ga boku wo tsuyoku saseru yo

Kimi ni furete kiramekidasu Nanairo no fureizu
Tsuyoku (sotto) karamu (yubi ni) netsu wo kanjiteru
Donna kao de, donna koe de tsutawaru kana?
Toki wo tomeru Kono mama motto 

Futatsu no oto kasanari au Nanairo no fureizu
Yume wo (nosete) oto wa (tsuyoku) toki wo kanadeteru
Atarimae no koto wa nai yo Sono subete ga
Kiseki no you de Kono te wo motto Tsuyoku
Zutto…

Nanairo no fureizu

Futari....

Nanairo no fureizu

Zutto...


English:


On a slope that a breeze passes through, sunlight filters through the trees onto a staircase
The engraved memories all become of you

I closed my eyes against the radiance And while still doing that
It seemed like only a new you had been found

Without saying something like "Let's go in search of eternity"
Tomorrow, and to the far future too I only want to be with you

When I touch you, sparkles erupt Phrases of seven colors
Feeling the heat strongly from our gently intertwined fingers
With what kind of face and what kind of voice will I tell you?
Time stops For longer, as we are The two of us

Each time I'm touched by the kindness you give me
Overflowing memories To the point they can't be conveyed

You pretended to look up at the sky to hide those tears
If I can hold you close, I want to wipe away them with my hands

Although we don't know separation or things like meetings by chance
Even so, as long as you laugh, then I'm here

Two sounds overlap Phrases of seven colors
The music carried on a dream play strongly at the moment
There aren't any ordinary experiences
All of them are like a miracle Even more, I want to hold that hand tightly

Things that don't waver, things I want to protect You make me stronger

When I touch you, sparkles erupt Phrases of seven colors
Feeling the heat strongly from our gently intertwined fingers
With what kind of face and what kind of voice will I tell you?
Time stops For longer, as we are The two of us

Two sounds overlap Phrases of seven colors
The music carried on a dream play strongly at the moment
There aren't any ordinary experiences
All of them are like a miracle Even more, I want to hold that hand tightly
Forever...

Phrases of seven colors

The two of us...

Phrases of seven colors

Forever...


Sunday, July 25, 2010

***~D DAY***~

assalamualaikum..kombanwa..guten abend..


on the 17th july me and my best friend spent our weekend together by watching Twilight saga-eclipse.
the date was fun..really fun!!hahaha...but we didn't take many pictures..huhuhu...sorry dear..my camera's phone is not cool enough to take pictures...if only if brought the camera..that day will be phantastic..hehehe...
ah..well..the most important is we had our time together after 2 years we haven't got any chances to spend some time together..hehehe...and i also not forget to two guys that came together on that day..like Nain told me we were on double date!!wakaka...me with dalila while nain with yusri..wakaka...really funny!!
hahaha...
however i can upload the picture here...coz the pictures are not cool enough to be put on this blog..huhuhuh...biane...sumimase...entschuldigung...
after watching movie..girls went to shopping while the boys were spending their time to fill their empty 'tank'...hihihi..i bought my new watch-Casio and a new bag for school hehehe....

later, we went to dinie's school in seseri....hehehe...she's cute as always..hehehe...and look a young lady that ready to be married wakakaka~sorry dinie..hihihi..

lastly,i would to thank to uncle for sending me home and to you my dear bestie friend...thank you so much!!(^^)V..luv you so much..Muahxx!!<3<3<3

p/s:sbb mse ni tgh dgr lgu ni..hahaha~

Sunday, July 11, 2010

~no turning back~

assalamualaikum....guten abend...kombanwa....

after luahan hati ku telah berjaya diluahkan...hati ku agak berasa lega..lebih2 lagi sahabat ku telah memberi kata semangat kepada ku..terima kasih...arigatou gozaimasu..danke schoen..kamsahamnida...xiexie..syukran...ku ucapkan....huhuhuhu....x dpt ku balas jasa mu sahabat....and you really the cure...hahaha~

ak akn cube menarik perhatian ak kpd pelajaranku..agar ak tidak leka ngan benda yg x berfaedah...messaging with someone yg x abis2 nk 'test market' ngan ak...kalo ak jumpe lg org mcm ni..mmg ak akn bo layan same org ni...biar hati mereka sakit bukan hati ku sakit....sesungguhnya...kata2 sahabatku and parents ku memang benar...
wasurenai!!!zettai wasurenai!!

ap2 pown ak tetap manusa biasa...huhuhu..keinginan itu masih ad....walaubagaimanapun...doa pada-Mu xkan ku lupakan...huhuhuhu....kerana kepada Dia sahaja yg mmp kte kembali...huhuhu...dan kepada Dia cinta ku harus ku tumpukan...kerana Dia x pnah lupakan kpd hamba2 Nya...tp ak yg sering leka mengingati Allah....huhuhuhu....ak kne kuatkan diri ku ini..

Ya Allah..ampunkanlah dosa hambu Mu ini...dosa2 yg pnah kulakukan...sama ad dlm sedar atau di luar kawalan ku ini...sesungguhnya ak ini hamba yg khilaf..dosa kedua-dua ibu bapa ku..dan kasihanilah mereka sepertimana mereka mengasihani ku sejak kecil dahulu..Ya Allah..berikan daku kekuatan dan petunjuk menghadapi hari2 yang mendatang agar ak dpt menghadapi ujian yg Kau uji kpd ku,hamba Mu yg lemah ini...Ya Allah kuatkan lah iman ku ini agar ak bersabar....Ya Allah terangkan lah hati ku ini...agar dipermudahkan ak menuntut ilmu...menjadi anak yg solehah.dan permurahkan lah rezeki agar mendpt kepurtusan cemerlang dlm pelajaran,pekerjaan dan permudahkan lah mendapat jodoh....Robbana aatina fiddhuniya hasanah wa fil akhirati hasanah..wakina azabannar...amin ya rabbal alamin...

that's all from me~hope,faith and pray~

Saturday, July 10, 2010

~a.D.a.M~

assalamualaikum...kombanwa...guten abend..


ak x tau nk ckp mcm mane kat cni...yg penting hati ak tgh sakit..
mmg hati ak sakit pown..ntah hati ak hitam nagn dosa2 yg pnah ak wat..
huhuhu..mcm2 la...kali ak nk muhasabah diri ak ni..

apsal byk2 budak laki yg ak knal sume nye yg x ley pkai..
geram nye ngan diri ak ni...serious shit ak geram btol ngan diri ak...nk kat
e ak ni memilih diorg ni....YES!!I DO memilih diorg ni...but all this is because for my future MIRAE..
ak baik2 tnye soklan kt die..die x nk jwb btol2...wat teka-teki...actually xde la teka-teki sgt..sje jer nk sedap kan bhasa...wakaka~ok back to mood nk berang...
yg ak plik...npe ak asyik jumpe laki2 yg x ak impikan selama ni...yg ad education yg same mcm ak..at least ad la jaminan nk berkawan..ni x..sume cm..bukan ak nk p'lekehkan diorg ni...tp..most of the time...nk gak la jumpe yg mampu beri jaminan yg ak ni bley rely on him...at least....
deep inside of my heart...i always pray that i will find my destined man that i known..pendek kate...jika ad rezeki ak nk org tu mcm kwn ak yg ak pnah admired dl..huhuhu....seriously...tp nk wat cmne...ak ni hanya la hamba yg lemah.yg mampu mengharap dr Dia...Dia yg mampu menentukan segalanya..ntah2 kwn ak ad jodoh yg Allah dh tentukan utk die...suri dlm hati die...ak sedar ak ni sape..ak tau ap kelemahan ak...huhuhu....and i always remind myself that "perempuan baik untuk lelaki baik dan begitu la sebaliknya"..
adakah disebbkan diri ak ni truk sgt...hingga ak sering jumpe lelaki yg sedemikian rupa????adakah benar persoalan ak ni???honto desu ka....
or may be that i'm too hoping for the best..bukan ak nk the best...tp..everyone wants the best for themselve..believe me...
another question that u will ask me..nape ak pk pasal mende ni???
kan???
ni sbb ak sering jumpe lelaki mcm ni....yg try nk jual market die kt org mcm ak ni...BENCI GILER AK KAT LELAKI MCM TU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SERIOUS SHIT AK BENCI!!!!!!!!!
ak x pnah main kan perasaan mane2 org..x pnah...
nk kate ak ni pnah kapel..mcm org lain...HELL!!!mane pnah dowh?!!!!
ak slaloo dgr kawn ak kapel ad la...
ni ak kapel...AP KES!!!THE MOST THING THAT I HATE IS..THEY LOVE TO TALK SWEET...YUCKS!!
THAT REALLY MAKE ME FEEL TO THROW OUT!!!SERIOUSLY!!!DAMN!!!

lastly i want to say is....
YA ALLAH..KAU PERTEMUKANLAH AK JODOH.JIKA DIA JAUH DR KU..YA ALLAH KAU DEKAT KAN LA DIA KEPADA KU...JIKA DIA DEKAT KEPADA KU..YA ALLAH HAMPIRILAH DIA KPADA KU....BAKAL SUAMI YANG DAPAT MENJADI SAHABAT YANG SETIA..PENDENGAR YANG SETIA..BAKAL SUAMI YANG MEMANDANGKU UNTUK MENCARI KETENANGAN KETIKA KELETIHAN...BAKAL SUAMI YANG DAPAT MEMBIMBING DAKU KE JALAN YANG KAU REDHAI..YA ALLAH....JALAN KE JANNAH MU YA ALLAH....AGAR AKU,SUAMIKU,ANAK2 KU DAN KELUARGA KU DAPAT MEMASUKI KE JANNAH MU YA ALLAH..

P/S:lgu ni la wat ak menangis ketika ak mentaip blog ak ni...

that's all from me ~hope faith and pray~

Thursday, July 8, 2010

~new semester~

assalamualaikum...guten abend..kombanwa..

my class has started on 5th July...i'm really excited to start a new book for me...after 2 months rest and 'lepaking' at home...huhuhu...so new semester with new determination after receive bad result from last semester..it was the worst pointer that i've got so far..huhuhu....
but it's okay..it's alright..come on Polaris..fight!fight!!
hihi...just taken from one of cheer that i've learnt during my school day..hahaha...

as the new semester had started..i've made few rule for myself...which are no Facebooking during weekdays(5 days)..it's not too long right??haha...it's not A problem to me..hihihi...
i can do it....hihihi...
however sometimes i do miss someone that i used to chat with..hihi..
hope that person in a good health amin..
hihihi.(^^)..XD..<3<3
because i miss the flowers that person used to give to me..hihihihi..
whatever it is..study is my priority!!yes my my first priority..
this semester i'll be taking the few new subjects to me which are:
FURTHER CALCULUS FOR ENGINEERS
MICROBIOLOGY
FLUID FLOW
REPORT WRITING
ENTEPRENUER
NIHONGO
huhuhu...those are the subjects,i'm hoping i'm gonna pass and get A's...AMIN..

next rule is focus on my study...don't play to much!!
hahahaa~
i can study within 45 minutes only hahaha~
the rest i would play around and disturbing someone else....hahaha

and most important i want to improve my english...(^^)V

P/s:xde kne mengena pown..tp mse ni tgh layan lgu ni..
hahaha~

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

another achievement~

assalamualaikum..konichiwa...guten tag..
hihihi..i made another achievement today by changing other song in my playlist..hihihihi..this is few songs that i frequently listen to lately...hihihi...credits to my dearest friend and my big brother for don't stop believing..hihihihi...i hope you like it while reading my blog...zehi itadashumi kitte kudasai~

~s.E.m.A.n.G.a.T~

assalamualaikum..kombanwa...guten morgan..
today my brother played a song title "don't stop believing"
it really did work on me..suddenly i feel more semangat to go to the class next week..and my first subject on that day is the microbiology..hihihi..my favourite..hihihihi...ok..here put together the video and the lyrics:
enjoy and understand the meaning and soon u'll feel it..(^^)

Don't Stop Believin'
- Journey

Just a small town girl
Living in a lonely world
She took the midnight train going anywhere
Just a city boy
Born and raised in South Detroit
He took the midnight train going anywhere

A singer in a smoky room
A smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on

{Refrain}
Strangers, waiting, up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlight people, living just to find emotion
Hiding somewhere in the night

Working hard to get my fill
Everybody wants a thrill
Paying anything to roll the dice
Just one more time
Some will win, some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on

{Refrain}

Don't stop believing
Hold on to that feeling
Streetlight people

p/s>this video is remake by their fans..hahaha...(org len wat kay..)

~S.e.L.a.W.a.T~

assalamualaikum..kombanwa...guten abend..
i just remembered my friend had taught me few selawat that she learnt from one of nasheed group in Malaysia which is Nowseeheart..i love their nasheed..huuhuhu...nice and suit with me..hihihi.
ok...the selawat are;
>selawat pelindung diri
>selawat murah rezeki
>selawat pelindung diri
and my favourite is the selawat pelindung diri..
here is the selawat..hope that we all can practice in our daily life..insya Allah we will be protected by Him (^^)-luv Him so much!!!

Monday, June 21, 2010

~V.I.V.A-F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P~

*THIS PRESENT IS FROM HAFIZI..

assalamualaikum..kombanwa..guten nacht~

this time..is about my reunion with my ex-schoolmate during primary school....it has been 8 years we've been our own path..this year,one of my friend appointed that this reunion should carried out as many of us are now having their semester break(malaysia)..but we were really sorry for those in Egypt and Australia...the interesting part is..this year 2010 is the year for the FIFA fever..and i remind me back to year 2002 where we were supposed preparing ourself for the biggest examination at that time UPSR..where later it leads us to our present destination...

during that time the FIFA was held in Japan and South Korea..i was at that time a fan of Japan's team and my friends with their Brazil,Senegal and Germany...we had argued about the game whenever the teacher was not in the class...

our first reunion was in 2006...at that time it was idea from Abu Zar and Aziz...that was my first time, I met with my ex-classmate 6 amal...but still haven't got any chances to meet my secret admire....hihihi....for me the person that changed a lot was Abu Zar..he was so short at that time...sorry Abu if you read my blog....hihihi...but..now he's kinda taller than me..and that make so jealous about you..hahaha...after the reunion,people that i still contact is Nur Syarina,Anis Na'azira and Abu Zar...hihihi...

but this year 2010..Aziz had organize another reunion...hihihi....this time we opened to any SKDB-batch UPSR'02...and alhamdulillah..the reunion was successful and i was really enjoyed hang out with you guys...

for starting, we ta'aruf..while waiting for our last guest..hahaha...it just Jasmin..she was the one who came last..hihi...anyway,she finally managed to put herself present on that day..hihihi..hontoni arigatou gozaimashita!!!


after ta'aruf,we had our lunch..while eating we were exchanging stories and took some photos as memories..hihi...after that, we were playing bowling..but taking photos is still compulsory..hahaha..look at Aziz and Zulyadain..this photo supposed only for girls..but since Aziz is loved to be 'mencapap'..so..here he is..captured in this photo..hihihi...(Aziz hasn't changed so much in his character-happy and love to laugh out loud...hihi)
here,i celebrated with Jasmin for my first strike...hihi...hontoni ureshii..(^^)
however,bowling game won by the guys..hahaha...Aziz was the one who got first strike for the guys...and after that, the rest followed Aziz in achieving their strike..total score for the guys was about 600+..whereas the ladies..only managed score about 300+..huhuhu...well,the most important was..we were really enjoying ourself playing together...(^^)..
soon after we finished the bowling game..we proceed to the exchanging the presents among us..because our friend Akram had to go home..
later, we took a photo of us...and we upload this photo in FB.we also not forgotten to other members of 6 amal that can't join with us as they are furthering their studies in abroad like Abu Zar,Ahmad Syafieq(Cairo,Egpyt),Ikhwan(Toyama,Japan) and also Amirah Safwah(Perth,Australia)..and also others who unable to present on that day due to their families bussiness...
i really miss you guys so much..may be Insya Allah..one day we'll be held another reunion open to the batch SKDB-UPSR'02...insya Allah...still in plannning.....
in this coming reunion for 6 amal,we'll plan for breaking fast together in August..insya Allah...hope everything is going to be as plan...

here, i put together a video clip by UNIC-KAWAN(FRIEND)
this song really have strong meaning in the name of 'FRIENDSHIP'...
lastly,-VIVA FRIENDSHIP!!!-
LOVE TO ALL OF YOU SO MUCH~
video