luahan hati kecil ku..huhuhu...

Assalamualaikum…kombanwa..guten abend…

Saje jer ak nk tulis pd hari ni..ak nk luahkan segala yg terbuku did lm hati ni…ak nk jadikan ap yg ku uahkan ini..sebagai satu semangat ak nk truskan perjuangan ak di sini

First thing first, I wanted to make sure that ak x jd seorg hamba yg x bersyukur ngan nikmat yg Allah kurniakan kpd ak..actually Allah tlh menjwb doa ak…bcoz He knows everything….ak yg mintak dl…and He granted it…all I have to do is being grateful with His gift!! Wasurenai yo!!!

However..deep in my heart..i do really ureyamashi with my camaraderies….huhuhu…coz I can’t be like them….sometimes I do feel that I can’t be compared to them….itsumo itsumo I always think the same things…and deep in my heart  too I feel how fool am I going to think about the past…because I can’t blame to other people..it just not me…I always blame myself…for not being determined enough in getting on something..huhuhu…ZEE, BAKA!!!

BAKA!!

BAKA!!!

BAKA!!!

BAKA!!

NAZE!!

DOUSHITE!!

DOUSHITE!!!!!!

WHY AM I HAD TO THINK ABOUT THE PAST!!!I REALLY WANT TO THINK FORWARD!!

I WANT TO BE A SUCCESFUL PERSON WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT THE PAST!!!I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM!!!BUT IN MY OWN WAY!!! WITH I HAD IN FRONT OF MY EYES…

Sometimes I felt that I’m not as luck as my friends….

Ak sedih…ngan  diri ak skunk…ak menangis ttg diri ak…ak x tau nape ak rase sgt negative skunk ni…everytime ak terfikir pasal bende yg dh lepas….actually..ak langsung x nk pikirkan…really!!

Hontodayo!!!i always want to be positive as much as I can!!! I really mean it!!

I always keep supporting my friends and encouraging them to be positive and moving forward…so that they won’t regret it like I had experienced before…so I always asking them to treasure the opportunity right in front of their eyes as much as they can…never be like me......ap2 pown…skunk ni ak cbe mencuba pengalaman yg x pernah ak cbe…insya Allah ak akn cbe…

SEKARANG NI AK X NK PIKIRKAN AP YG DH BERLAKU ..

AP YG AK TAU AK MUSTI SELESAIKAN PENGAJIAN AK…PASTU DPTKAN PEKERJAAN BGUS!!

DUIT POWN MUSTI BGUS!!!

BR AK BLEY MELUNASKAN IMPIAN AK YG PERNAH AK IMPIKAN SUATU DL  AK X DPT KESEMPATAN….

ALL I HAVE TO RIGHT NOW….IS STUDY..FOCUS AND DETERMINE!!!

ZETTAI AKIRAMINAIDE….KORE WA SAIGO NO CHANSU…KYO KARA  GANBAREMASU!!!

Ya Allah…Kau kuatkanlah hati hamba Mu ini Ya Allah….permudahkan lah ak menghadapi cabaran mse akan dtg….Ya Allah perkenankanlah permintaan Ku ini…

Dan ak bersyukur pada Mu kerana ak msih mampu berfikiran waras utk menyelesaikan masalah perasaan yg ak hadapi skrg ni ya Allah…Ya Allah ak mencintai Mu….dan ak mohon agar ditetapkan iman sehingga kiamat nnt….amin ya Rabbalalamin….

Sekian shj dr ak utkmlm ni…

Nadzeerah bt idris.