~MINE~

assalamualaikum...guten abend...kombanwa...

it looks like i have a leisure time to update my blog here tonight..

the inspire came after i watched one of Taylor Swift's clip video-MINE..

sorry i took that title for my entry..hehehe~

here i also attach the the video clip and the lyrics:

You were in college working part time waiting tables

Left a small town, never looked back

I was a flight risk with a fear of falling

Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts

I say can you believe it?

As we're lying on the couch

The moment I could see it

Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?

You put your arm around me for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward and we're taking on the world together

And there's a drawer of my things at your place

You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded

You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay

We got nothing figured out

When it was hard to take

Yes, yes, this is what I thought about

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?

You put your arm around me for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?

You saw me start to believe for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

And I remember that fight, 2:30 a.m.

As everything was slipping right out of our hands

I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye

'Cause that's all I've ever known

Then you took me by surprise

You said I'll never leave you alone

You said I remember how we felt sitting by the water

And every time I look at you, it's like the first time

I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter

She is the best thing that's ever been mine

Hold on, make it last

Hold on, never turn back

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?

We're gonna make it now

I can see it

I can see it now

actually this song really suit with my situation right now.but, the it hasn't reach yet..especially where she met one guy and that guy promise to her that the girl's parents incident won't happen again...(where the girl's parents were fighting each other)..later, the girl doesn't believe that love won't last long...after she saw a couple in a diner.

my comment here...

yeah....my thought and my heart told me the same thing as what as this line;

"I was a flight risk with a fear of falling

Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts"

i'm honestly say that i'm afraid falling in love with a guy..eventhough i never been in love before just involve in one-sided love..haha since i was 11 years old till now i'm 20 years old..is it old enough??still young right??...it never works..sadly to say..huhuhu..

however...here i have my girlfriends that always with me..no matter i have a hard time or may be i had a great time at that time...this is because i always be there with my girlfriends even if they're having a hard time..i always give my best to help them whether giving them a good tips for any situation they may encounter such as love..(it looks like i'm a doctor love but not in that dr.love who make people fall in love deeply..but cure their 'keciwa' with the guy who are playing with the innocent, sincere  my GF..),academic and etc...i will try my best to help my GF a.k.a BF and also my BFF!!

and i always remember what they've told me that there will be a man where Allah destined us to be together..insya Allah..and all i have to do is keep praying to Him and let He decides when the time will come...i'll never erase this from my mind..ZETTAI!!..soon after thatyou'll be mine...and i'm yours..hihihi..(^^)

 the other things that touch my feeling with this video clip where there's line

'You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded

You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes'

every girl in this world would please to have a guy saying this to their lover such as me...

last weekend, i watched troy and i remembered the theme song sung by Josh Groban title 'Remember Me'..

this song really make me wanna cry when i 'm alone..(layan jiwang jap la...)

in this video clip with the lyrics..so try listen to it..:)

now why are you wondering why i'm talking like this..hahaahha...i had the same scene last weekend...it really crush my heart to believe in love..and also afraid to be fall in love...because you'll know that love won't last as we hope....even they had to be together about 29 years..that scene keep playing in my mind and i won't forget all the words that came out from that person's mouth..and that really makes me hurt...i barely stop all my tears from falling down....every time i look on the newlywed around my neighbour or maybe my dearest cousins with their husband..i always wish that they won't face the same situation that i've seen...like people always pray "LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER..."

kadang kal aku sering terfikir adakah mampu aku menghadapi hari yang akan mendatang..lebih-lebih lagi tiba masa aku memasuki ke alam perkahwinan yanag merupakan perubahan fasa yang sangat berbeza banding dengan alam being single.or will i be happily ever after?? or will i get married?? 

kita serahkan pada yang Maha Esa ynag menentukan...kita hanya berusaha...Dia yang menentukan..

 semoga aku ditemukan jodoh yang baik,mampu membantu ku menunjuk jalan ke Jannah Mu ya Allah..kerana ku merindui Mu ya Allah...