UNWELL

aku rasa diri aku x sihat la....

luaran mungkin nampak sihat...tp, hati??minda aku???
hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui...

penat??

mungkin...

ubat???

ntah la...dulu ada sekejap..skunk menghilang dan mendiamkan diri....

at least, kalo teman borak..ok gak..xde la stress sgt macam skunk..

I REALLY WANNA TALK WITH SOMEONE WHO SO DEARLY.....

parents??family??onii-chan??

sume dh buat...apa lagi??!!!

conclusion: SAYA X SIHAT....!!!!!

KIPAS SSH MATI....

sepertimana yang dijanjikan sebelum ni aku kepada salah seorang rakanku, akan ku update post blogku ini berkaitan dengan 'FANGIRLING' ku...hihi....

most of my friends really know well about my fangirling~

B

to the

I

to the

G

BANG!!!

I know some of you might think "apa la minat ngan mamat korea yang nampak macam pompuan ni???"

yeah i know...but WHATEVER...i don't care how they look, dress-up like girl(wearing earing/rings/eyeliner and etc.)

just because i'm enjoy listening and love their songs. really make me wanna do some dance.even though i'm not really a good in dance...just a bit shake i guess..ahaks...:P

some of their songs really help me in overcome my heartbroken such as BLUE...:)

thanks BB

last saturday on 27th Oct 2012, Big Bang held their concert in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia..

the waiting had been paid of after being their 'Kipas Susah Mati' for 4 years...i prefer to use 'Kipas Susah Mati' instead of VIPs as i'm not so really a fans that take a very detail about them...hahaha...like i told you before i just love the music (hip hop, R&B, and etc.) that their blend  in their songs..really creative not so irritating like other artist blend the musics in their songs. i give you an example like a techno. other artist use this kind of music from my opinion it's really irritate my ears to listen them but compared to BB's.u can listen by yourself from their last two album: 4th album and alive album. 

to tell you truth, comparing their old album and their present album...i prefer their old albums..really show the core of hip hop in their songs.sebab, kemunculan awal mereka, mereka diperkenalkan dengan lagu2 berunsurkan hip hop.tengok sahajalah pakaian mereka or maybe because they wanted to show to their fans that they are all grown-up...i guess...:)

okay, x nak tulis panjang2..

here are few fancam that taken my friend.she's one of the VIPs so called T.O.P's wifey...LOL...

it's just a joke,VIPs...hihi..

  happy enjoy..credit to my deary friend Puterk90

much clearer than my fancam...:P

ni plak encore:

pengalaman:

-1st time g concert and it will be the last concert that i will attend..because i have made promise to my mum.

-pagi tu jumpe VIPs daripada BP on the way nak g KL..naik bus same..n then, tanye diorg 'are you guys going to BB's concert??'..and they said 'yes'. i replied 'me too..:)'..

-the rain started at 7.30pm and ended 8.20pm right before the concert started...the rain quiet heavy at first. i thought they are going to postpone until the rain settle down..even my glasses started to fog and blur...hahaha...

-sesak giler nak mampus!!!rase nak pitam.

- nak gerak2 ikut beat die x boleh..huhu..ingt kan boleh la follow tutorial dance yang seungri tunjukkan tu...ala2 mcm ayumi hamasaki nyer konsert...huhu..

-dapat tengok mata daesung secara dekat...yuhoooo!!!!selama ni tgk dalam 'Family Outing' jer...:).comel sgt..hanya mampu wat flying kiss jer...even kat T.O.P pun ak x wat tau!!!hihi

-comparison T.O.P dalam drama/filem ngan in real.hurmmm.....berbeza sangat..die nampak macam pemalu sangat..hihi...lagi2 mse diorg nyanyikan 'Happy Birthday' kat die...hihi...dalam hati aku kata 'pemalu giler mamat ni'...:P..suare die tetap 'MACHO!!'tangan die sihat2 belaka...(mungkin)

-taeyang plak, selalu berada di hadapan ku...LOL....the best moment was die campakkan VARSITY JACKET yang menurut kata rakanku berharga RM810. jacket yang dicampak oleh taeyang menuju ke arah ku....cume..........taeyang x campak jauh sedikit..kalo x mungkin ak dapat...???...mana lah tau...:)

-seungri, ak x sangka jumpe in real die nampak lagi hensem compared to dalam mana video yang die muncul..:P..sangat sporting...:)

-g-dragon??? juga seperti taeyang..selalu berada di hadapan ku....main2 air plak tu...SEXY!!!!

-korang perasan kan pemain2 muzik a.k.a band...aku jumpe diorang tepi stage before concert started

salah sorg daripada mereka yang terlibat-credit to @RubyL29

 ak ternampak diorg on the way nak g surau. tp, dalam hatiku kata tu bukan yang duk wat main muzik ke??? nak amik gambr..tp, segan...huhu...takpe la...dpat amik gamabr gne mata pun jadi la...:)

-lagu yang aku boleh nyanyi bersama [blue,haru haru, ガラガラGO!!!, tonight] yang lain tetibe blank.contohnyer [last farewell, cafe,number 1, high high]...hahaha...excited sangat dengar diorg nyanyi secara live...:P LOL!!!

here are the photos;

 credit to @mrdanteinferno's twitter

credit to Omar Dominick @ODubPERV

view from my rockpit.credit to Princess Razana's photo

ok la kan???:)

credit to @baby_vin

T.O.P

credit to Ain Atiqah Yazid's photo

clear giler gambar die...jealous yang amat!!!!!hahaha

aku rasa tu jer la gambar2 yang boleh kongsi bersama..walaupon bukan ak yang amik..hanya mata ak jer merakamkan pengalaman aku di sana...hehehe...sedikit sebnyak dapat juga kongsi dengan rakan2 aku yang x dapat bersama ke konsert mereka... that's all..:)

p/s: sorryla ada yang x puas hati dengan informasi ynag diberikan di atas ada yang x betol...i just love their songs..yang lain sy x amik port sangat...:) 미악헤..:)

baju

"mak, baju ni ok tak adik pakai??"

"ya Allah dik, berketak2..."

"yeke mak???alahai....macam mana ni nak pakai baju apa nak gi Sabtu(27th oct) ni???"

setelah mencuba beberapa pasang baju...

"mak, ni yang baru mak belikan untuk raya puasa hari tu..ok x??"

"ok tu ok, dik...ni pun mcm dh nak ketat...kamu kene start diet ni dik..."

ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STRESSNYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ABOUT DIET!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"macam mana ni mak????adik nak kurus cmne ni???orang lain senang jer turun sampi 50kg...adik???makin naik ada lah..."

berikut merupakan dialog aku dengan ibuku....ketika itu, hujan turun dengan lebatnya di luar rumah.aku bertanya kepada ibuku...macam mana nak kurus???diet??hurmm...aku ni pantang nampak makanan...pasti nak mencuba rasa...hahaha..ibuku pula menambah "orang lain makan hati, kurus jer...kita ni, makin makan banyak ada lah..."

blame to genetics???LOL

hahaha...

kalo la boleh wat recombinant DNA kita (gemuk) dengan DNA orang kurus...settle masalah kegemukan sedunia...

tak lama lepas tu, ibuku berkata;

"takpe dik, gemuk pun cukup sifat...sihat walfiat..."

kemudian aku menambah;

"gemuk orang lain x pandang pun kita mak....nak buat apa..."

lalu aku pun mengalirkan air mata...kerana terlalu pendamkan di dalam hati...

kemudian, aku dan ibuku serentak tergelak tatkala aku berkata demikian...

ibuku selalu mengingatkan ku,

"kalau dah jodoh kamu tiba, gemuk sekali pun..orang akan suka..kalau kurus sekalipun tapi jodoh tak tiba...tak jumpa juga..."

"JADI BERDOA KEPADA ALLAH SUPAYA DITEMUKAN JODOH YANG BAIK DAN MENERIMA KAMU SEADANYA"

nak tak nak...aku kene turunkan berat badan aku...yela...aku ni selalu berazam separuh jalan jer..mungkin salah aku juga.

SO, CHANGE!!!

ファイト！！！！！FIGHTING!!!!!!

P/S> terima kasih mak,adik sayang mak!!!!!!!!!!!XOXO...

TO MY FUTURE xxxxx

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...GUTEN ABEND...こんいちわ。。

lately ni macam2 aku dengar perkabaran daripada sahabat2 ku dari sekolah rendah hingga sekolah menengah..ada yang kahwin baru2 ni, ada yang nak merancang membina masjid , sambut anniversary hubungan mereka dan macam2 lagi...

apa2 pun, i'm happy for you...i just wanna say お幸せに (OSHIAWASENI)  which means 'PRAY FOR YOUR HAPPINESS'

doa kepada mereka, doa juga...untuk diri ni, pun doa juga... cuma belum dikabulkan oleh Nya...peace!!!

post kali ni, just nak share lagu yang sering kali aku mainkan dalm playlist mp3 dan juga Windows Player ni..

lyrics:

There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smilesSame old, tired place lonely placeWalls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancyVanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room, your silhouetteStarts to make its way to meThe playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarksLike passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet youAll I can say is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it goI'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way homeI'll spend forever wondering if you knewI was enchanted to meet you
The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love?I wonder 'til I'm wide awakeNow I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my doorI'd open up and you would say
It was enchanting to meet youAll I know is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it goI'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way homeI'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it goI'm wonder-struck, dancing around all aloneI'll spend forever wondering if you knewI was enchanted to meet you
This is me praying that
This was the very first page, not where the storyline endsMy thoughts will echo your name until I see you againThese are the words I held back as I was leaving too soonI was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone elsePlease don't have somebody waiting on youPlease don't be in love with someone elsePlease don't have somebody waiting on you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it goI'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way homeI'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it goI'm wonder-struck, dancing around all aloneI'll spend forever wondering if you knewI was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone elsePlease don't have somebody waiting on you
by TAYLOR SWIFT

i love this song so much because one part of the lyrics mentioned 

"Please don't be in love with someone else

                  Please don't have somebody waiting on you"

i really wanna dedicate this song and particularly the one that i mentioned above to my future 'husband'... whether it convey directly or indirectly to you..hope you're the one....(^_^)...

P/S: HOPE ALL OF YOU LOVE IT..:)

4th year student

ASSALAMUALAIKUM....こんばんわ....GUTEN NACHT

sudah dua minggu berlalu bagi sesi 2012/2013 yang mana iaa merupakan tahun ke-4 ku sepanjang pengajian aku untuk sarjana muda kejuruteraan kimia dan bioproses.

ALHAMDULILLAH..!!!

moga2 dipermudahkan aku menjalani kehidupan ku sebagai pelajar tahun terakhir...FYI, batch aku merupakan senior bagi program BIOPROCESS.

hihi...bangga la gak...setelah hampir 4 tahun mejadi tikus makmal bagi pengajianku ini...LOL

untuk pelajar tahun ke-4, kami dikehendaki menyempurnakan jam kredit kami  dengan;

> environmental engineering-1st time dapat lecturer ad title Prof Dr...

>bioprocess control

> food preservation-ske sgt food..hihi

>research project

>design project

haha....semester ni memang agak mencabar...sebab ad RP and DP....kedua2 course ni kene buat dalam masa yang sama...RP dibuat secara individual manakal DP bekerja secara berkumpulan...

alhamdulillah both of my projects have the same objective....(^^)

tajuk project tu dirahsiakan...hihi...

so far, there are few journals that i have read through...eventhough not so detail...but, most of the journals that i took not really into what i have to look for...anyway...i have to do my best...kalo boleh nak la aku nyer research ni dipublish....kene kuat bekerja ni...xleh nak malas2 dh...hihi...

harapanku, semoga perjalanan ku sebagai pelajar tahun terakhir ini dipenuhi dengan pengalaman2 yang manis...(mana tau dapat calon suami time ni???ahaks...apa salahnya...)

p/s>lagu2 yang menjadi kegemaran aku sejak kebelakangan ni...yeah...nothing's fine.i'm torn...:P

That how much time before
How many days should send
Sigh, but tired of my appearance and left behind
Like not mind me whisper tonight

Someone told me It would not be easy
Gonna be called the more you struggle to escape
Regret, but left exhausted look back
Not mind me coming tonight

tell me why tell me please tell me why
(Tell me What can I move on)
Ve now or can hold out
tell me why tell me please tell me why
What more I've watched spells

Go back only once if
Stopped only once if you cant ..
Hurt my heart was lost to the direction
A passing seemed to me as if nothing tonight

So to hang precious memories
Remember you loved
Now over and ve
Not useless like a broken clock
More alive lipid does
Stand the ve
If you have a past, find
If you can revert everything

A love a lot too foolish.
Looking back, did countless tears you gave me kept

Indeed a lot of wool was used to be you and blame
Now I know my side is always with you, know

I believe my ears the wind
Shoulders, you soaking rain that
So you feel like a nice girl.

We'll know a lot of time later
That you all my start and end

I promise I
That is always by your side

Or forever
Please hold, hold my hand
I need a hug, my heart Oh please do not



Because it’s the first time, I will be alright after a couple days
with the thought that it has already been one year
Sadness finds me with every anniversary that was made with you
I was so self-conscious the first time I confessed my love,
after the day we first met passed
On your birthday I celebrate with a cake of tears and lit candles
I Believe in you I Believe in your mind
A year has already passed, but after a year and another year on top of that
I’ll be waiting for you

I couldn’t say that I want to see you so much, to please come back to me
Because the warm look in his eyes
makes your face glow brighter than the ring on your left hand
I Believe in you I Believe in your mind
Knowing you’ve started over, making memories without me now
Ooh~

The memories I think back on are always past laughs, talks, and wishes
There’s only one new memory, the wait for you to turn into tears

I Believe in you I Believe in your mind
Knowing you’ve started over, making memories without me now

I Believe in you I Believe in your mind
A year has already passed, but after a year and another year on top of that
I’ll be waiting for you

sentap

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...GUTEN NACHT...こんばんわ。。。

baru2 ni, ada la wat blogwalking.boring2 xde keje kat ofis baca la blog someone...

pengisian dia sgt2 menarik...yang boleh membuatkan diri ni cermin diri balik...sehingga rasa muka ni ditampar setelah membaca penulisan beliau.

it's about a girl who choose Islam as the way of her life..

that's one thing..

the next thing, that makes me impressed about her is that--->kepatuhan dia dengan tuntutan agama sangat2 aku tabik...

 after she converted, she started to wear proper hijab-->memakai tudung yang labuh, berstoking kaki and etc....

yeah..i wear hijab....tapi, sempurnakah pemakaian aku tu??

persoalan untuk diri ku...

.

.

.

.

kenapa aku mempersoalkan??

'cukup la kan pakai tutup cover rambut n leher..'

memang tutup...tapi, mematuhi ke apa yang disyariatkan dalam Al-Quran...???

untuk ingatan diri aku dan juga sahabat2 aku yang lain..

kadang2 aku ada menasihatkan kepada sahabat aku agar melabuhkan tudung mereka...

bukan nak berlagak bagus...

berlagak pandai..

bajet 'alim'...

well at least, i try to save u all that's all..

and also peringatn utk diri aku gak yang ...

A

.

L

.

P

.

A

apa yan disyariatkan oleh Allah??

watch and learn here...

jom praktikkan!!!

OJO KELALEN!!!

psikologi cinta

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...こんばんわ。。。GUTEN ABEND

raya ni x sempat nak upload gambar raya kat FB. untuk tatapan sedara-mara..jangan marah yea, nnt akan diuploadkan...hihi..

baru-baru ni lpas balik dr kampung beraya, macam2 kabar berita dengar-tunang + nikah..

-lecturer

-ex-schoolmate

-etc.

wow..!!!

barakallahulakuma wa baraka alaikuma wajama'a bainakuma fi khair...

i happy for you guys...

at least they ended, to be together in halal way..alhamdulillah...:)

AKU???

hahahahha

INSYA ALLAH..satu hari nanti...masa itu pasti akan tiba.

before that, cermin2 diri tu....cukup baguskah diri itu...

*peringatan utk diri ini..(^^)

so far, sekarang ni tengah membaca buku psikologi cinta oleh Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah &Syaidatun Nazirah...

hahaha-nama ak kowt...okla tu...mmg khas utk diri aku ni...hehehe

jangan mudah berputus asa...

tetibe teringat lagu Jason Mraz-I WOn;t Give-Up..

one thing that i've learnt from this reading, 

' Elak daripada berdendam, cemburu dan iri hati sekiranya tidak dicintai oleh orang dicintai'

-Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah &Syaidatun Nazirah...

peringatan untuk diri ini yang pernah kekeciwaan..:)

'cheer-up'...like one of my friend told me before...mana tau bakal dapat merasa nasi minyak beliau...

(haha-gurau je yek.kalo btol sekalipon, apa salahnye kan??)

hidup ni kene positif...apa2 pun aku nak ubah diri ak.rohani, jasmani dan juga pemikiran aku ni...menjadi lebih matang...insya Allah..permudakanlah urusan ku...:)

"Haven't Met You Yet"

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to loose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I’ll never give up
I guess it's half timin and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come outta nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazin
And baby your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid I'll give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all’s fair in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazin
And bein in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get

Oh you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get yeah
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh promise you kid to give so much more than I get
I said love love love love love love love
I just haven't met you yet

when look through the lyrics, it gives me some inspiration to me...i notice that this song has been playing in my phone for about 3 years...but i've just notice the lyrics..huk2..


just...
HOPE
.
.
.
FAITH
.
.
.
and PRAY..

INSYA ALLAH one day He'll call my pray.(^^)..