I WILL WAIT...

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.....GUTEN ABEND.。。。こんばんわ

I WILL WAIT FOR HIM.....

sound stupid right???yeah.....that's all i can say for now...why do i say like that???because i had waited for 8 years..yeah...after UPSR i never had a chance to talk him about it...and i even forgot to bid farewell to him....

yeah...pretty sad right!!

 (i never sent him a present ok???)

 my friend told me once' if u had a crush..it will last about 40 days.if it love,it will last forever...'.i 'm not sure about the last sentences...hak3...but the last 40 days i'm pretty sure remembered what i read...

some of my friends told me that "insya Allah kalo ada jodoh, ada la...ko jangan harap sangat"...i keep telling myself..if only if i had a chance to tell him about how my heart felt for him..will i able to add him as my friend in my Facebook(FB) or probably my Friendster(FS)...

yes... i met him again in Friendster...it is because i saw him friend with my ex-classmate (AZ), during primary school...at first, i didn't recognize him from AZ's FS because he didn't use his name...i tried to open his page and i directly added him as my friend...alhamdulillah...he approved me..and after that, he sent me a message and ask me properly to change my profile picture with a proper one..at that time i used my profile picture of vanessa ann hudges...coz it too exposed..alhamdulillah what he told me is really true....so..i changed the picture...

after that, we had sent messages....in 2009, i added him at FB..from AZ's page again.but in FB we were not message as often...unless for important matter. then i will post on his profile....such as SKDB's reunion..like status and link...other than that, i'm so afraid to do so..because he's really a good person..and from my observation through his writing on his page,he doesn't seems different from the day i knew him....especially in a video where he sang with his friend...but i can't put on my blog..hehehe....takut kantaoi maa.....hak3...

and so..why am i saying that i will wait???

it is not because i'm too hopeful from him..who am i got that power to decide them...and it is not fault if i pray..right???because the rest is Allah who will decide them...maybe He will destine me to meet someone else which is much better than AS...so, all i have to do is to pray and Solat Hajat and pray everytime after Solat Fardhu asking 'dipertemukan jodoh'...so..i'm following what my ustaz told me once...

(xde la waiting for him like this..nampok benor menipunye...:P)

therefore,just wait....SOUND SILLY FOR YOU...

but NOT for me...i don't care....if i can wait for 8 years why don't i wait another two years??we finally graduate together but in different institution...(^^)V

if i meet another who destined for me by Allah...i will accept it with Redha...(^_^)

just wait and see the journey of my life...i just can't wait..even though the journey is not sweet as in korean drama or maybe like 13 year finding love....but, i will wait........

P/S>>>>ada banyak masa lagi untuk aku berubah untuk menjadi yang lebih baik....

MAHA SUCI ALLAH~

 ENJOY THE SONG!!!きいてください。。。。