~never a happy story~

why am  i saying like that???

i don't know..but this matter come up on my mind...

i thought that everything was okay..whenever i come back home and being a happy family whether from inside and also from outside view.

should i ignore and think that this doesn't happen in my life or what??

why they can't be honest between two of them???

why can't they be a role model to their two children..

and show me that there is a true love outside there...and someday i will meet one of them..insya Allah...

somehow when i witnessed with my own eyes and heard with my two ears.eve since then, i really don't want to see,hear, think and talk about it with them...cause they're already an adult and plus they should know what are the impact if they show a bad impression about their happiness being together to their children.....

it makes me scared to fall...because i never really believe in it anymore....and somehow i do want to meet and fall with someone...BUT SOMEHOW...better love with someone who really be there for me...walaupon sesush mne pon Dia sentiase bersam ngan ku..walupon aku ni slalo x pasan akn kehadiran ak sejak ak dilahirkan...

YA ALLAH...KUATKAN LAH HATI HAMBA MU INI AGAR DIKUATKAN HATI DALAM MENCARI CINTA MU....KERNA KU MAHU DEKAT PADAMU...KERNA KEPADA MU AKU KEMBALI DAN MOHON PERLINDUNGAN DARI MU....

AMIN YA RABBAL A'LAMIN....