bengang @ kecik hati @ x pueh ati???

assalamualaikum...kombanwa...guten abend...


this feeling just came up last tuesday...huhuhu..this feeling...ak x ley nk buang...ak x tau nape.....mybe simply because ak pnat kowt ngan keje last minute....test yg ak wat x brape nk elok....everyhing ruined up..
huhuhuh...
bengang giler...keje last minute wat....BENCI....MENYESAL GAK LA...
PADAN MUKA NGAN DIRI AK NI...X PANDAI NK MANAGE DIRI NGAN ELOK... 


other than that...pasal mmber...ak x dpt nk cer kt cni..coz...that thing also reason make me feel uneasy..huhuhu....


so the conclusion from this case....
jgn wat keje last minute...
jgn tinggalkan study..
don't be too relax with your friend...(kalo diorg ajak ko kluar..ko tolak jer...)
focus with your aim..(lantak la psl status kawan nagn pakwe kew ap kew..janji ko berjaya ap yg ko impikan...)
priority is on you dream nadzeerah..jangan jd mse kt skool n matrix..u're too relax with your friend...you should focus on yourself ok???
un!!
wakarimashita!!!
ganbare

luahan hati kecil ku..huhuhu...

Assalamualaikum…kombanwa..guten abend…

Saje jer ak nk tulis pd hari ni..ak nk luahkan segala yg terbuku did lm hati ni…ak nk jadikan ap yg ku uahkan ini..sebagai satu semangat ak nk truskan perjuangan ak di sini

First thing first, I wanted to make sure that ak x jd seorg hamba yg x bersyukur ngan nikmat yg Allah kurniakan kpd ak..actually Allah tlh menjwb doa ak…bcoz He knows everything….ak yg mintak dl…and He granted it…all I have to do is being grateful with His gift!! Wasurenai yo!!!

However..deep in my heart..i do really ureyamashi with my camaraderies….huhuhu…coz I can’t be like them….sometimes I do feel that I can’t be compared to them….itsumo itsumo I always think the same things…and deep in my heart  too I feel how fool am I going to think about the past…because I can’t blame to other people..it just not me…I always blame myself…for not being determined enough in getting on something..huhuhu…ZEE, BAKA!!!

BAKA!!

BAKA!!!

BAKA!!!

BAKA!!

NAZE!!

DOUSHITE!!

DOUSHITE!!!!!!

WHY AM I HAD TO THINK ABOUT THE PAST!!!I REALLY WANT TO THINK FORWARD!!

I WANT TO BE A SUCCESFUL PERSON WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT THE PAST!!!I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM!!!BUT IN MY OWN WAY!!! WITH I HAD IN FRONT OF MY EYES…

Sometimes I felt that I’m not as luck as my friends….

Ak sedih…ngan  diri ak skunk…ak menangis ttg diri ak…ak x tau nape ak rase sgt negative skunk ni…everytime ak terfikir pasal bende yg dh lepas….actually..ak langsung x nk pikirkan…really!!

Hontodayo!!!i always want to be positive as much as I can!!! I really mean it!!

I always keep supporting my friends and encouraging them to be positive and moving forward…so that they won’t regret it like I had experienced before…so I always asking them to treasure the opportunity right in front of their eyes as much as they can…never be like me......ap2 pown…skunk ni ak cbe mencuba pengalaman yg x pernah ak cbe…insya Allah ak akn cbe…

SEKARANG NI AK X NK PIKIRKAN AP YG DH BERLAKU ..

AP YG AK TAU AK MUSTI SELESAIKAN PENGAJIAN AK…PASTU DPTKAN PEKERJAAN BGUS!!

DUIT POWN MUSTI BGUS!!!

BR AK BLEY MELUNASKAN IMPIAN AK YG PERNAH AK IMPIKAN SUATU DL  AK X DPT KESEMPATAN….

ALL I HAVE TO RIGHT NOW….IS STUDY..FOCUS AND DETERMINE!!!

ZETTAI AKIRAMINAIDE….KORE WA SAIGO NO CHANSU…KYO KARA  GANBAREMASU!!!

Ya Allah…Kau kuatkanlah hati hamba Mu ini Ya Allah….permudahkan lah ak menghadapi cabaran mse akan dtg….Ya Allah perkenankanlah permintaan Ku ini…

Dan ak bersyukur pada Mu kerana ak msih mampu berfikiran waras utk menyelesaikan masalah perasaan yg ak hadapi skrg ni ya Allah…Ya Allah ak mencintai Mu….dan ak mohon agar ditetapkan iman sehingga kiamat nnt….amin ya Rabbalalamin….

Sekian shj dr ak utkmlm ni…

Nadzeerah bt idris.

~happy story~

assalamualaikum...konnichiwa..guten tag!!!

kali ni post ak berkaitan perkara yang mengembirakan bg ak..

hehehehe....

firstly is about, Matsumoto Jun....setelah beberapa bulan x dgr lgu br dr Arashi..so...i'm looking for their new single kt youtube....hehehe...and guess what??? diorg released kan beberapa lagu br diorg...yg paling ak ske 'love rainbow'....plus..lgu tu merupakn theme song bg drama br Matsujun (natsu no koi wa niijiro ni kagayaku)...hihihi..ske tol ak matsumoto blakon drama...plus criter tu klakar la gak...hehehe...lame gak la x tgk matsujun berlakon citer klaakr..

hahahaha...kat cni nk letak lgu tema citer tu..hihihi...(>_<)V

second is about....my dear BF!!hehehe..omedetou gozaimasu!!!

yokatta ne...dpt gak kputusan uni awk keluar....shinpai shinaide...jgn hirau org kate ap psl ssh ke sng ke....nape pown blajar...dl pown blajar peribahasa org kate 'berakit2 ke hulu,berenang2 ke tepian..berssh2 dahulu,bersenang2 kemudian...'..ap2 pown GANBARE!!ALWAYS THINK POSITIVE!! OK??!

skunk ni ak nk letakkan skali lyrics love rainbow ni sweet giler maksud die...dgn lgu die yg comel n ceria..yg mmbantu menceriakn pg2 ku...walaupon stress ngan report writing,report lab n blueprint....

love rainbow

Kanji:


風の通る坂道　木漏れ日の階段に
思い出を刻んで　全て君にする

眩しさに目を閉じた　またその仕草の中
新しい君一つ　見つけられたみたいだ

「永遠を探しに行こう」なんて言わない
明日もずっとその先も　君といたいだけ

君に触れて煌めきだす　七色のフレーズ
強く（そっと）絡む（指に） 熱を感じてる
どんな顔で　どんな声で　伝わるかな？
時間を止める　このままもっと　二人

君が僕に触れる　優しさに触れるたび
想いは溢れてく　伝えきれないほど

空を仰ぐふりをして　隠したその涙を
僕の手で拭いたい　抱きしめられるなら

別れを知らない　出会いなんてないけど
それでも君が笑うなら　僕はいるから

二つの音重なり合う　七色のフレーズ
夢を (のせて) 音は (強く) 時を奏でてる
当たり前のことはないよ　その全てが
奇跡のようで　この手をもっと　強く

揺るがないもの、守りたいもの　君が僕を強くさせるよ

君に触れて煌めきだす　七色のフレーズ
強く（そっと）絡む（指に） 熱を感じてる
どんな顔で　どんな声で　伝わるかな？
時間を止め る　このままもっと　二人

二つの音重なり合う　七色のフレーズ
夢を (のせて) 音は (強く) 時を奏でてる
当たり前の事はないよ　その全てが
奇跡のようで　この手をもっと　強く
ずっと...

七色のフレーズ

二人...

七色のフレーズ

ずっと...

Romaji:


Kaze no tooru sakamichi　Komorebi no kaidan ni
Omoide wo kizande　Subete kimi ni suru

Mabushisa ni me wo tojita　Mata sono shigusa no naka
Atarashii kimi hitotsu　Mitsukerareta mitai da

"Eien wo sagashi ni ikou" nante iwanai
Ashita mo zutto sono saki mo　Kimi to itai dake

Kimi ni furete kiramekidasu　Nanairo no fureizu
Tsuyoku (sotto) karamu (yubi ni) netsu wo kanjiteru
Donna kao de, donna koe de tsutawaru kana?
Toki wo tomeru　Kono mama motto　Futari

Kimi ga boku ni kureru　Yasashisa ni fureru tabi
Omoi wa afureteku　Tsutaekirenai hodo

Sora wo aogu furi wo shite　Kakushita sono namida wo
Boku no te de nuguitai　Dakishimerareru nara

Wakare wo shiranai　Deai nante nai kedo
Sore demo kimi ga warau nara　Boku wa iru kara

Futatsu no oto kasanariau　Nanairo no fureizu
Yume wo (nosete) oto wa (tsuyoku) toki wo kanadeteru
Atarimae no koto wa nai yo　Sono subete ga
Kiseki no you de　Kono te wo motto　Tsuyoku

Yuganai mono, mamoritai mono　Kimi ga boku wo tsuyoku saseru yo

Kimi ni furete kiramekidasu　Nanairo no fureizu
Tsuyoku (sotto) karamu (yubi ni) netsu wo kanjiteru
Donna kao de, donna koe de tsutawaru kana?
Toki wo tomeru　Kono mama motto　

Futatsu no oto kasanari au　Nanairo no fureizu
Yume wo (nosete) oto wa (tsuyoku) toki wo kanadeteru
Atarimae no koto wa nai yo　Sono subete ga
Kiseki no you de　Kono te wo motto　Tsuyoku
Zutto…

Nanairo no fureizu

Futari....

Nanairo no fureizu

Zutto...


English:


On a slope that a breeze passes through, sunlight filters through the trees onto a staircase
The engraved memories all become of you

I closed my eyes against the radiance　And while still doing that
It seemed like only a new you had been found

Without saying something like "Let's go in search of eternity"
Tomorrow, and to the far future too　I only want to be with you

When I touch you, sparkles erupt　Phrases of seven colors
Feeling the heat strongly from our gently intertwined fingers
With what kind of face and what kind of voice will I tell you?
Time stops　For longer, as we are　The two of us

Each time I'm touched by the kindness you give me
Overflowing memories　To the point they can't be conveyed

You pretended to look up at the sky to hide those tears
If I can hold you close, I want to wipe away them with my hands

Although we don't know separation or things like meetings by chance
Even so, as long as you laugh, then I'm here

Two sounds overlap　Phrases of seven colors
The music carried on a dream play strongly at the moment
There aren't any ordinary experiences
All of them are like a miracle　Even more, I want to hold that hand tightly

Things that don't waver, things I want to protect　You make me stronger

When I touch you, sparkles erupt　Phrases of seven colors
Feeling the heat strongly from our gently intertwined fingers
With what kind of face and what kind of voice will I tell you?
Time stops　For longer, as we are　The two of us

Two sounds overlap　Phrases of seven colors
The music carried on a dream play strongly at the moment
There aren't any ordinary experiences
All of them are like a miracle　Even more, I want to hold that hand tightly
Forever...

Phrases of seven colors

The two of us...

Phrases of seven colors

Forever...

***~D DAY***~

assalamualaikum..kombanwa..guten abend..

on the 17th july me and my best friend spent our weekend together by watching Twilight saga-eclipse.

the date was fun..really fun!!hahaha...but we didn't take many pictures..huhuhu...sorry dear..my camera's phone is not cool enough to take pictures...if only if brought the camera..that day will be phantastic..hehehe...

ah..well..the most important is we had our time together after 2 years we haven't got any chances to spend some time together..hehehe...and i also not forget to two guys that came together on that day..like Nain told me we were on double date!!wakaka...me with dalila while nain with yusri..wakaka...really funny!!

hahaha...

however i can upload the picture here...coz the pictures are not cool enough to be put on this blog..huhuhuh...biane...sumimase...entschuldigung...

after watching movie..girls went to shopping while the boys were spending their time to fill their empty 'tank'...hihihi..i bought my new watch-Casio and a new bag for school hehehe....

later, we went to dinie's school in seseri....hehehe...she's cute as always..hehehe...and look a young lady that ready to be married wakakaka~sorry dinie..hihihi..

lastly,i would to thank to uncle for sending me home and to you my dear bestie friend...thank you so much!!(^^)V..luv you so much..Muahxx!!<3<3<3

p/s:sbb mse ni tgh dgr lgu ni..hahaha~

~no turning back~

assalamualaikum....guten abend...kombanwa....

after luahan hati ku telah berjaya diluahkan...hati ku agak berasa lega..lebih2 lagi sahabat ku telah memberi kata semangat kepada ku..terima kasih...arigatou gozaimasu..danke schoen..kamsahamnida...xiexie..syukran...ku ucapkan....huhuhuhu....x dpt ku balas jasa mu sahabat....and you really the cure...hahaha~

ak akn cube menarik perhatian ak kpd pelajaranku..agar ak tidak leka ngan benda yg x berfaedah...messaging with someone yg x abis2 nk 'test market' ngan ak...kalo ak jumpe lg org mcm ni..mmg ak akn bo layan same org ni...biar hati mereka sakit bukan hati ku sakit....sesungguhnya...kata2 sahabatku and parents ku memang benar...

wasurenai!!!zettai wasurenai!!

ap2 pown ak tetap manusa biasa...huhuhu..keinginan itu masih ad....walaubagaimanapun...doa pada-Mu xkan ku lupakan...huhuhuhu....kerana kepada Dia sahaja yg mmp kte kembali...huhuhu...dan kepada Dia cinta ku harus ku tumpukan...kerana Dia x pnah lupakan kpd hamba2 Nya...tp ak yg sering leka mengingati Allah....huhuhuhu....ak kne kuatkan diri ku ini..

Ya Allah..ampunkanlah dosa hambu Mu ini...dosa2 yg pnah kulakukan...sama ad dlm sedar atau di luar kawalan ku ini...sesungguhnya ak ini hamba yg khilaf..dosa kedua-dua ibu bapa ku..dan kasihanilah mereka sepertimana mereka mengasihani ku sejak kecil dahulu..Ya Allah..berikan daku kekuatan dan petunjuk menghadapi hari2 yang mendatang agar ak dpt menghadapi ujian yg Kau uji kpd ku,hamba Mu yg lemah ini...Ya Allah kuatkan lah iman ku ini agar ak bersabar....Ya Allah terangkan lah hati ku ini...agar dipermudahkan ak menuntut ilmu...menjadi anak yg solehah.dan permurahkan lah rezeki agar mendpt kepurtusan cemerlang dlm pelajaran,pekerjaan dan permudahkan lah mendapat jodoh....Robbana aatina fiddhuniya hasanah wa fil akhirati hasanah..wakina azabannar...amin ya rabbal alamin...

that's all from me~hope,faith and pray~

~a.D.a.M~

assalamualaikum...kombanwa...guten abend..


ak x tau nk ckp mcm mane kat cni...yg penting hati ak tgh sakit..
mmg hati ak sakit pown..ntah hati ak hitam nagn dosa2 yg pnah ak wat..
huhuhu..mcm2 la...kali ak nk muhasabah diri ak ni..

apsal byk2 budak laki yg ak knal sume nye yg x ley pkai..
geram nye ngan diri ak ni...serious shit ak geram btol ngan diri ak...nk kat
e ak ni memilih diorg ni....YES!!I DO memilih diorg ni...but all this is because for my future MIRAE..
ak baik2 tnye soklan kt die..die x nk jwb btol2...wat teka-teki...actually xde la teka-teki sgt..sje jer nk sedap kan bhasa...wakaka~ok back to mood nk berang...
yg ak plik...npe ak asyik jumpe laki2 yg x ak impikan selama ni...yg ad education yg same mcm ak..at least ad la jaminan nk berkawan..ni x..sume cm..bukan ak nk p'lekehkan diorg ni...tp..most of the time...nk gak la jumpe yg mampu beri jaminan yg ak ni bley rely on him...at least....
deep inside of my heart...i always pray that i will find my destined man that i known..pendek kate...jika ad rezeki ak nk org tu mcm kwn ak yg ak pnah admired dl..huhuhu....seriously...tp nk wat cmne...ak ni hanya la hamba yg lemah.yg mampu mengharap dr Dia...Dia yg mampu menentukan segalanya..ntah2 kwn ak ad jodoh yg Allah dh tentukan utk die...suri dlm hati die...ak sedar ak ni sape..ak tau ap kelemahan ak...huhuhu....and i always remind myself that "perempuan baik untuk lelaki baik dan begitu la sebaliknya"..
adakah disebbkan diri ak ni truk sgt...hingga ak sering jumpe lelaki yg sedemikian rupa????adakah benar persoalan ak ni???honto desu ka....
or may be that i'm too hoping for the best..bukan ak nk the best...tp..everyone wants the best for themselve..believe me...
another question that u will ask me..nape ak pk pasal mende ni???
kan???
ni sbb ak sering jumpe lelaki mcm ni....yg try nk jual market die kt org mcm ak ni...BENCI GILER AK KAT LELAKI MCM TU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SERIOUS SHIT AK BENCI!!!!!!!!!
ak x pnah main kan perasaan mane2 org..x pnah...
nk kate ak ni pnah kapel..mcm org lain...HELL!!!mane pnah dowh?!!!!
ak slaloo dgr kawn ak kapel ad la...
ni ak kapel...AP KES!!!THE MOST THING THAT I HATE IS..THEY LOVE TO TALK SWEET...YUCKS!!
THAT REALLY MAKE ME FEEL TO THROW OUT!!!SERIOUSLY!!!DAMN!!!

lastly i want to say is....
YA ALLAH..KAU PERTEMUKANLAH AK JODOH.JIKA DIA JAUH DR KU..YA ALLAH KAU DEKAT KAN LA DIA KEPADA KU...JIKA DIA DEKAT KEPADA KU..YA ALLAH HAMPIRILAH DIA KPADA KU....BAKAL SUAMI YANG DAPAT MENJADI SAHABAT YANG SETIA..PENDENGAR YANG SETIA..BAKAL SUAMI YANG MEMANDANGKU UNTUK MENCARI KETENANGAN KETIKA KELETIHAN...BAKAL SUAMI YANG DAPAT MEMBIMBING DAKU KE JALAN YANG KAU REDHAI..YA ALLAH....JALAN KE JANNAH MU YA ALLAH....AGAR AKU,SUAMIKU,ANAK2 KU DAN KELUARGA KU DAPAT MEMASUKI KE JANNAH MU YA ALLAH..

P/S:lgu ni la wat ak menangis ketika ak mentaip blog ak ni...

that's all from me ~hope faith and pray~

~new semester~

assalamualaikum...guten abend..kombanwa..

my class has started on 5th July...i'm really excited to start a new book for me...after 2 months rest and 'lepaking' at home...huhuhu...so new semester with new determination after receive bad result from last semester..it was the worst pointer that i've got so far..huhuhu....

but it's okay..it's alright..come on Polaris..fight!fight!!

hihi...just taken from one of cheer that i've learnt during my school day..hahaha...

as the new semester had started..i've made few rule for myself...which are no Facebooking during weekdays(5 days)..it's not too long right??haha...it's not A problem to me..hihihi...

i can do it....hihihi...

however sometimes i do miss someone that i used to chat with..hihi..

hope that person in a good health amin..

hihihi.(^^)..XD..<3<3

because i miss the flowers that person used to give to me..hihihihi..

whatever it is..study is my priority!!yes my my first priority..

this semester i'll be taking the few new subjects to me which are:

FURTHER CALCULUS FOR ENGINEERS

MICROBIOLOGY

FLUID FLOW

REPORT WRITING

ENTEPRENUER

NIHONGO

huhuhu...those are the subjects,i'm hoping i'm gonna pass and get A's...AMIN..

next rule is focus on my study...don't play to much!!

hahahaa~

i can study within 45 minutes only hahaha~

the rest i would play around and disturbing someone else....hahaha

and most important i want to improve my english...(^^)V

P/s:xde kne mengena pown..tp mse ni tgh layan lgu ni..
hahaha~