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the fourth semester

assalamualaikum....konichiwa...und guten tag....

this is my second week of my forth semester..the time passes really fast right!!

yeah and now we are in the year 2011..most of us may have few wishes that you have targeted for this year..

for me...i have few wishes that i'm hoping that will turn out well..

  

here i have put on my wishes:

• i'm really try to loose my weight again...eventhough this wish i keep on saying since last year..:P-lets go to the gym

• trying to improve my CGPA(towards to 3.5 and above) and focus on my study (sensei...yoroshiku onegai shimasu!!)

• trying not to repeat the same mistakes again...

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• wanna fall in love....(Allah definitely!!...human...yes it is)-love please be kind to me...<3( owh love please kind to me)

but the first and the last wishes..can i make it for this year???

i wish someone can push me and so i can manage to full fill my dream...huhuhu~

ottokhae!!

dare ga tasukette!!!

here also for the love...

n also

ganbatte kudasai ne polaris-chan!!!

banzai!!!!

P/S => i really love to hear jpop song....hehehe...it keeps me a happy mode for my day....hehehe..anyway credit to ARASHI...luv ya so much!!!

素晴らしい夢~ (Subarashii yume)

assalamualaikum..konnichowa und guten tag!!

here..i just wanna say that i dream about Matsumoto Jun....just dunno why...it just happened so..
hahahhaa

the best part was i was holding his hand...and his hand was so cold..probably he came from japan and that country right now....still in the season of winter...that's why his hand cold...(ahaks..)

i really hoping that dream will be happen in my real world...plus he'' be mine forever..hahahaha..i'm too full with my imagination right now...
i guess i can't help controlling myself when i'm thinking about Matsumoto..hahahaha...especially when he play character as Domyouji Tsukasa....just love it!!!

i know some people he's look like a pretty boy...but for me'SO WHAT??'
you think you're better enough than him??if so...why don't you beat him anyway and try to win million of his die hard fan....
hahahahaha~ i bet you can't do that..hahahhaha
(^^)

here i put some of his photos...
cukup jer la kowt yg ni..byk2 kan bahaya...hahahha~
that's all folks...da....
mata aimasho!!

SUBARASHII..すばらしい

assalamualaikum...ohaiyou gozaimasu...guten morgen...

hisashiburi...this time my entry i just wanna share my feelings...hihi...that's the use blog for me...hehe like a diary but can be read by people...

:)

okay...during my vacation to Johor Bahru...i spend my day in my cousin's house as i have to stay here for about a week..hehehe..while my parents and m aniki...they are staying in Batu Pahat..this is because i just want to spend my holidays with me dearest kakak...i called her kakak...hehehe...before she engage in this coming December...

what make my holiday is worth is just because my cousin let me hear the foreign radio channel..x fm which it has various language such as japanese(my favourite language), korean, Deutsch and etc...

thanks IQA....i luv you so much!!

honto!!

sometimes i wish that malaysia radio channel would do this kind kind of program....when i was 12 or  maybe 11 years old...the THR.fm have japanese slot it was called SUBARASHII BANGUMI..the DJ was NANI-SAN...she was superb while handling that show..she even taught the listener how to talk in japanese a little bit....i remembered she taught how to deliver wish in japanese for Mother's Day..

OKASAN AISHITE KURETTE...ZUTTO MAMA NO KOTO AISHTEIMASU...

sweet huh??

hihii....

i still remember this few lines of words...

sometimes is quite nice to change the mood by listening to other different music and a little bit relax while i listening to japanese language despite of english, malay and korean..:P

my favourite japanese artist are ARASHI, UTADA HIKARU, SHIROTA YU, etc...

i cant describe all of them...hahahaha...

but in other words...i love their lyrics very motivating...and the music really suit to my soul.and sometimes i cried eventhough i haven't read the lyrics yet...but yet i able to understand a little bit japanese because now i'm taking the foreign language and japanese is my choice...

i really thanked to Allah for giving me chances to learn this language..even thiugh i did not get my dream course.(M@$%#%)..sorry i can state that..huhuhu..private there...only to my closes friend would be able to guess that..:P..ceh2x...

lolz..:P

okay right now i'm listening to one of utada hikaru's song:

amai okashi kieta ato ni wa
sabishisou na otokonoko
kumo hitotsu nai Summer Day

hi ni yaketa teashi
shiroi one piece ga
yogoreyouga okamai nashi
muishiki no rakuen

yume no owari ni matta wa nashi
aru hi kimi no na o shitta

So Goodbye Loneliness
koi no uta kuchizusan de
anata no hitomi ni utsuru
watashi wa waratte iru wa

So Goodbye Happiness
nani mo shirazu ni hashai de ta
ano koro e wa modore nai ne
soredemo ii no
Love me

kangae sugi tari
yake okoshi cha ike nai
kodomo damashi sa bukiyou nan sa

hito wa hitori ni natta toki ni

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/goodbye-happiness-lyrics-utada.html ]

ai no imi ni kizukun da

suki sa Each days
yashashii uta o kikasete
deatta koro no kimochi o
ima demo oboetemasu ka

So good bye innocence
nani mo shirazu ni hashai de ta
ano koro e wa mou modore nai ne
kimi no sei da yo
Kiss me

Oh banbutsu ga meguri meguru
Oh oh oh darling darling dare ka ni nani ka
etari shimasen Only you

arinomama de ikite yuketara ii yo ne
daiji na toki mou hitori no watashi gajoa o suru no

So good bye happiness
nani mo shirazu ni hashai de ta
ano koro e modori tai ne
Baby soshite mouichido Kiss me

zehi ittadashumi kitte kudasai...

(^^)

i hope you like it..:P

~a.D.a.M vol 2~

assalamualaikum....konnichiwa..guten tag...

this entry i just wanna let it out all my thought and probably i can share with the people who read my blog....


first of all..
i may use harsh language whether in English...Bahasa..Japanese..or maybe in Deutsch as well....
ok..it begin like this....during my semester break..i tried join few chat room...at my first thought i just wanna be friendly....and later, it didn't turn out as i expected...
because most of them probably people who desperate to get free sex and free show from the girls who willingly to open their shirt and let the guys to see theirs $#@...i can't say it clearly here...
and i think you probably guess what is it anyway..huhuhu....
whenever people who buzz on my ym...they will ask the same question before any normal introduction started...but they will ask these:
A: r u notty?
polaris: i'm definitely la not notty!!!!KONO YARO!!
@
B:jom wc??@ jom c2c??
polaris:sorry..i dont have wc...because i use pc..not my deary lappy...
@
C:r u open minded??
polaris:open minded??like what??and it depends on topic that will be talking about..BAKA!!


look on those questions given by them and all my answers...
i just wanna say CURSE THEM!!BAKA JANA!!




most people who join this chat room...they give their reason because they are DAMN BORING and they want something that would entertain themselves by chatting about SEX..and their reasons were it was fun and good...
DUH!!!WHATEVER!!!


guys are ALWAYS SAME!!
don't shock if i say the girls are same too....this is because these girls mis-leaded by the people who suppose to lead them the right path...but i'm not gonna tell you about this..
huhuhu...


but what make them differences are their IMAN...
 yeah that's the most important!!


i think that's all the part about them...and what i learnt from it...


i dunno whether the cyber love is relevant or not in our days...
but some people it does help them...
but for me..
i don't know...because the result hasn't turn out like what people told us...
and it is not easy as we expect coz it needs TRUST!!!
if it does....i'll tell you later...HEHE..:p
hopefully..everything gonna be alright....




peace(>_<)V

~MINE~

assalamualaikum...guten abend...kombanwa...

it looks like i have a leisure time to update my blog here tonight..

the inspire came after i watched one of Taylor Swift's clip video-MINE..

sorry i took that title for my entry..hehehe~

here i also attach the the video clip and the lyrics:

You were in college working part time waiting tables

Left a small town, never looked back

I was a flight risk with a fear of falling

Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts

I say can you believe it?

As we're lying on the couch

The moment I could see it

Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?

You put your arm around me for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward and we're taking on the world together

And there's a drawer of my things at your place

You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded

You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay

We got nothing figured out

When it was hard to take

Yes, yes, this is what I thought about

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?

You put your arm around me for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?

You saw me start to believe for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

And I remember that fight, 2:30 a.m.

As everything was slipping right out of our hands

I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye

'Cause that's all I've ever known

Then you took me by surprise

You said I'll never leave you alone

You said I remember how we felt sitting by the water

And every time I look at you, it's like the first time

I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter

She is the best thing that's ever been mine

Hold on, make it last

Hold on, never turn back

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?

We're gonna make it now

I can see it

I can see it now

actually this song really suit with my situation right now.but, the it hasn't reach yet..especially where she met one guy and that guy promise to her that the girl's parents incident won't happen again...(where the girl's parents were fighting each other)..later, the girl doesn't believe that love won't last long...after she saw a couple in a diner.

my comment here...

yeah....my thought and my heart told me the same thing as what as this line;

"I was a flight risk with a fear of falling

Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts"

i'm honestly say that i'm afraid falling in love with a guy..eventhough i never been in love before just involve in one-sided love..haha since i was 11 years old till now i'm 20 years old..is it old enough??still young right??...it never works..sadly to say..huhuhu..

however...here i have my girlfriends that always with me..no matter i have a hard time or may be i had a great time at that time...this is because i always be there with my girlfriends even if they're having a hard time..i always give my best to help them whether giving them a good tips for any situation they may encounter such as love..(it looks like i'm a doctor love but not in that dr.love who make people fall in love deeply..but cure their 'keciwa' with the guy who are playing with the innocent, sincere  my GF..),academic and etc...i will try my best to help my GF a.k.a BF and also my BFF!!

and i always remember what they've told me that there will be a man where Allah destined us to be together..insya Allah..and all i have to do is keep praying to Him and let He decides when the time will come...i'll never erase this from my mind..ZETTAI!!..soon after thatyou'll be mine...and i'm yours..hihihi..(^^)

 the other things that touch my feeling with this video clip where there's line

'You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded

You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes'

every girl in this world would please to have a guy saying this to their lover such as me...

last weekend, i watched troy and i remembered the theme song sung by Josh Groban title 'Remember Me'..

this song really make me wanna cry when i 'm alone..(layan jiwang jap la...)

in this video clip with the lyrics..so try listen to it..:)

now why are you wondering why i'm talking like this..hahaahha...i had the same scene last weekend...it really crush my heart to believe in love..and also afraid to be fall in love...because you'll know that love won't last as we hope....even they had to be together about 29 years..that scene keep playing in my mind and i won't forget all the words that came out from that person's mouth..and that really makes me hurt...i barely stop all my tears from falling down....every time i look on the newlywed around my neighbour or maybe my dearest cousins with their husband..i always wish that they won't face the same situation that i've seen...like people always pray "LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER..."

kadang kal aku sering terfikir adakah mampu aku menghadapi hari yang akan mendatang..lebih-lebih lagi tiba masa aku memasuki ke alam perkahwinan yanag merupakan perubahan fasa yang sangat berbeza banding dengan alam being single.or will i be happily ever after?? or will i get married?? 

kita serahkan pada yang Maha Esa ynag menentukan...kita hanya berusaha...Dia yang menentukan..

 semoga aku ditemukan jodoh yang baik,mampu membantu ku menunjuk jalan ke Jannah Mu ya Allah..kerana ku merindui Mu ya Allah...

holidays....

assalamualaikum...guten abend..kombanwa..

hisashiburi mina-san...

dh lame ak x tulis blog ni..

hahaha.....mmg berhabuk jadi nye blog ak ni..

mane x nye..bz ngn life sbgai student..hahahah...actually ak ni mne la active se-active mmber ak yg len...

dgn persatuan bagai..

huhuhu...

teringin gak tp...nk wat cmne...study is my priority..tp..tu la org nnt kate kte ni xde life la..

welll....listen...'ak ad ak ksah ngan hidup ko ngan hidup ak"..muahahahahhaha...ak ske bg jawapan tu..wakakaka...

ok la..

actually ad jer activit ak invole sem 3 yg br jer lpas ni..

ak prefer follow activity club ak jer la..aktivity CHEBPSS kteorg ni..

hahaha....cukup la 1..nk byk2 abes life ak x tersusun jd nye..

hahaha..

sem 3 ni bley gak la activity nye...spt:

1) family day CHEBPSS

2) iftar ramadhan

3)lawatan smbil blajar ke sime darby plantation-more focus on the bio-diesel production.(quiet interesting la)

selain tu gak byk la berlaku mse sem ni gak la..

my BFF finally pursue her dream nk smbung blajar ke UK..and ak gak jumpe member ak sblm fly kt KLIA..at least xde la ak tau2 jer die kt sne kan..hihihi..

ak pown amat merindui die...tp ak kne tau die g sne nak fi sabilillah..mcm ak gak..

fi sabilillah kt M'sia ni..

hehehe...

anyways..

ALL THE BEST MY BFF!!!

I'M GONNA MISS YOU 

HAHAHAHA~